starting a journey
i'm going to find myself. because i really have no idea who i am. and i feel like i don't fit in anywhere. and i know i can't go on living like this. everyone (well most people, anyway) take a little bit of time every once and a while for themselves, where they don't care about anything else but themselves for just a little bit. it helps them to be
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...how many days were there when you'd just stop by at starbucks to say hello and every single person in that place would light up with a smile? and how many times were there that you and i belted out punchline lyrics together, because we were the only two people for miles around who knew what the hell we were talking about? know that i think you are wonderful and amazing and i think that you will most definitely change the world.
jon tobin, you are the most special and wonderful man that i have ever come across in my life. that weekend that i took off for richmond to visit you and karen just because i needed to get out of this area for a day or two really meant a lot to me. the fact that you let me stay with you and entertained me while i was feeling down was absolutely amazing. you have always been like that. you can be as sad as anyone else, but if you know your friends are feeling down, you jump to help them out. and you deserve for more people to be like that when they're talking to you. it's not fair that we're all so selfish when you are so selfless. and it's made me realize that i need to take a step back and rethink the way i am when dealing with my friends.
however, i wish you the best of luck. i'm moving away to new york in the spring and i don't want to go without seeing you and spending some time with you. (and pssst, it looks like i might be at showshoe in january.)
in closing, jon, i love you. and i should probably call you more often to tell you that. but i do and i'm going to start calling you more. unless you don't want me to. in which case, you'll just have to deal with being bombarded by livejournal comments. i love you, jon. i really do.
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