House-sitting
...can be one of the loneliest things ever. Although I must say the jacuzzi tub is nice to relax in! It's crazy living in someone else's house...and babysitting their 6 year old for 5 days. Oy. I feel like I haven't slept in days...oh wait, I haven't, lol. He wakes up at 5:45! Grr...miss...sleep...need...sleep...
I really do NOT enjoy winter. I get fluffy happy giddy at Christmastime, with all the lights and snow, and that's great, but...after about 3 months of horrid cold (yes this is nothing compared to you people out in Minnesota...jeez I would probably not survive long periods of time there lol...pansy, what can I say) I'm ready for SUN!!!! AHHHH!!!
And yet. I honestly dread this summer. Only because of the way people I know get. It's hard to explain, and I don't think many people would understand. I don't want to be alone...
It's not the dating alone, or the family alone...it's not even really about particular friends. It's just. Being alone in these shoes.
Idk. I'm going through a period of being mad at/despising myself.
I'm off to upload some pics. Normally I'd go back and forth between here and there, but I'm too tired/lazy to multi-task/care. Ha.
I really do NOT enjoy winter. I get fluffy happy giddy at Christmastime, with all the lights and snow, and that's great, but...after about 3 months of horrid cold (yes this is nothing compared to you people out in Minnesota...jeez I would probably not survive long periods of time there lol...pansy, what can I say) I'm ready for SUN!!!! AHHHH!!!
And yet. I honestly dread this summer. Only because of the way people I know get. It's hard to explain, and I don't think many people would understand. I don't want to be alone...
It's not the dating alone, or the family alone...it's not even really about particular friends. It's just. Being alone in these shoes.
Idk. I'm going through a period of being mad at/despising myself.
I'm off to upload some pics. Normally I'd go back and forth between here and there, but I'm too tired/lazy to multi-task/care. Ha.