Egad
Money kills the soul. Lack of money makes it extremely hard to survive.
I have been calling my dad seriously like every other day, with no response whatsoever. It really pisses me off. For someone who smokes a pack n a half a day, and steps out each time to do so, I'd think he has time to pick up the phone as well. After all, if he co-owns Copple, he can "do whatever he wants", can't he? He's the one that said that...
You may be weary of my complaining, or might just not care. But when you get out into the real world with nothing, life hits you in the face. Hard.
A lot of people are in college, with parents helping/paying for school. I think that's a huge admirable thing because 1.) You have parents that back you and 2.) You are pursuing an education of some kind.
My complaint is, I don't have parents that provide. I have about $3000.00 in debt medical debt alone thanks to them not providing for my medical emergency 2 summers ago or putting me on any kind of health plan with them as they said they did. I had to put all incurring medical expenses of becoming extremely ill on a newly opened credit card. They didn't provide for me at all, and for crying out loud I was a minor! That student credit card, which I had only previously used for a tank of gas here and there, was instantly maxed out and over. I had to close it, which has brought down my credit completely.
I am not eligible for loans, and don't want any more credit cards (that would be unsmart, I don't care what you say).
At this point, as I've cut down almost all entertainment expenses (an occasional coffee here and there to keep me sane), do not have internet, cable, OR a T.V....which I feel really bad about btw. Laura provided the couches, coffee tables, etc, and my only job was to buy Josh's t.v. $250 bucks is all he's asking, and it comes with everything, but I have $25 left to get me until the 30th of December, and haven't even been able to make my car payment or buy people Christmas presents.
I KNOW it's not what Christmas is about! But people expect it from you. People have already bought me gifts, and I can't return anything and I feel like a total cheap person.
I'm so tired of running around like a chicken with my head cut off with bills, multiple jobs, and deadlines.
Wouldn't ya know, a medical study opened up for $4000.00. Because I had my blood drawn on the 12th, and this starts on the 7th, they won't let me in. It has to be a "FULL MONTH" between blood draws, which is ridiculous because the study itself will have 60 blood draws. They don't care about my blood! Lol.
I'm tired of hearing myself complain, so I guess that is all I have to say for right now. Peace.
I have been calling my dad seriously like every other day, with no response whatsoever. It really pisses me off. For someone who smokes a pack n a half a day, and steps out each time to do so, I'd think he has time to pick up the phone as well. After all, if he co-owns Copple, he can "do whatever he wants", can't he? He's the one that said that...
You may be weary of my complaining, or might just not care. But when you get out into the real world with nothing, life hits you in the face. Hard.
A lot of people are in college, with parents helping/paying for school. I think that's a huge admirable thing because 1.) You have parents that back you and 2.) You are pursuing an education of some kind.
My complaint is, I don't have parents that provide. I have about $3000.00 in debt medical debt alone thanks to them not providing for my medical emergency 2 summers ago or putting me on any kind of health plan with them as they said they did. I had to put all incurring medical expenses of becoming extremely ill on a newly opened credit card. They didn't provide for me at all, and for crying out loud I was a minor! That student credit card, which I had only previously used for a tank of gas here and there, was instantly maxed out and over. I had to close it, which has brought down my credit completely.
I am not eligible for loans, and don't want any more credit cards (that would be unsmart, I don't care what you say).
At this point, as I've cut down almost all entertainment expenses (an occasional coffee here and there to keep me sane), do not have internet, cable, OR a T.V....which I feel really bad about btw. Laura provided the couches, coffee tables, etc, and my only job was to buy Josh's t.v. $250 bucks is all he's asking, and it comes with everything, but I have $25 left to get me until the 30th of December, and haven't even been able to make my car payment or buy people Christmas presents.
I KNOW it's not what Christmas is about! But people expect it from you. People have already bought me gifts, and I can't return anything and I feel like a total cheap person.
I'm so tired of running around like a chicken with my head cut off with bills, multiple jobs, and deadlines.
Wouldn't ya know, a medical study opened up for $4000.00. Because I had my blood drawn on the 12th, and this starts on the 7th, they won't let me in. It has to be a "FULL MONTH" between blood draws, which is ridiculous because the study itself will have 60 blood draws. They don't care about my blood! Lol.
I'm tired of hearing myself complain, so I guess that is all I have to say for right now. Peace.