Why does this always happen to me?
So I've got this friend right...She pretty much needs male attention to survive. She has taken to trying to get male attention from my source of male attention...this pisses me off.......EXTREMELY. I don't know if she realizes that she is doing it. I'm worried because she is so much prettier than me...she is more fun than I. and she's prettier than I. I'm ticked, I'm livid, I don't know what to do. I want to give up on guys...but I like this one so much it's ridiculous. I would do anything to have him. I don't want to be this girls friend anymore. I always thought friends don't do that to each other. My goodness, we were all hanging out one night and she disappeared for like 45 minutes. I got worried about her because she was intoxicated. I went in search of her...Not in the bathroom...Not in her room...Not in the shower....Not in another girls' room....I went to ask my male friend if he had seen her because we had just talked to him about an hour and fifteen minutes ago...I know on the door...I open the door....she looks at him and says "I told you it was Jackie" My male friends immediately starts talking to me. and when he stops I leave. I have been livid ever since and this happened on thursday...then I look at facebook and see that she has left him a comment a couple days before that. A comment that can be taken many ways. but I wouldn't have thought anything about it if I hadn't have caught her in his room on thursday. She didn't even say she was leaving. She didn't even say she would be back. BITCH....okay maybe that was harsh but I really dont' think so. Then on friday he calls her up to his room to get her backpack that she had left in his room...Jerk. absolute jerk. Why does this always happen to me? I can't wait to be out of here. I can't wait to be away from fake friends. I'm pretty much done with everyone. I really honestly dont' care if I ever talk to her again. She can fricken have him because frankly I'm not going to fight for someone I'll never get because frankly he is perfect and I'll never be. I cannot wait for college to be over. Because I need real friends. I need stability in my life. I need no more drama.