Rain, Rain, Rain
Today was interesting.
Laura, KT, and I got soaked walking to my dorm and then back to the dining hall. It was kinda fun, a little bit yucky feeling. I just wanted to stay in it and get entirely soaked (I was already 3/4 of the way there) but we had to drive home still. It is refreshing sometimes.
I guess it's just I want a connection with someone. I really just want to find one girl who is similar at school. I think that is why I miss my friends too, because they all have those qualities.
Most of the women(if I can call all of them that) I've met I cannot have an intelligent conversation with. If I do find someone intelligent they lack spirituality. Or they lack common sense. I just want someone who can share their experiences with me, ones that I haven't had. Ones that I can learn from.
It's lonely not being able to share all of myself with anyone. I used to have that with Mike. It was such an amazing feeling. I miss that feeling...I don't think I'll ever feel that way about him again though.
I just wonder if I will ever feel that way again.
Deep peace and brightest blessings
~Maria
Laura, KT, and I got soaked walking to my dorm and then back to the dining hall. It was kinda fun, a little bit yucky feeling. I just wanted to stay in it and get entirely soaked (I was already 3/4 of the way there) but we had to drive home still. It is refreshing sometimes.
I guess it's just I want a connection with someone. I really just want to find one girl who is similar at school. I think that is why I miss my friends too, because they all have those qualities.
Most of the women(if I can call all of them that) I've met I cannot have an intelligent conversation with. If I do find someone intelligent they lack spirituality. Or they lack common sense. I just want someone who can share their experiences with me, ones that I haven't had. Ones that I can learn from.
It's lonely not being able to share all of myself with anyone. I used to have that with Mike. It was such an amazing feeling. I miss that feeling...I don't think I'll ever feel that way about him again though.
I just wonder if I will ever feel that way again.
Deep peace and brightest blessings
~Maria