Nice to be home, nice to be back.
I want a teacher.I need an outlet for my spirituality. Doing it all on my own isn't working
I want so much.
I want to give so much. I give so much in love. To my friends. To my family. To those who are in mental and emotional anguish. But I don't give to those with no material possesions, diseases, bigger problems.
Sometimes I get so tired of this life.
It all feels so fake.....
We know nothing for certain. Not even what we think is reality. It's just a creation. A visualization.(watch What the Bleep Do We Know- you'll get it) What is real?
let it go
daisy let it go
open up your fists
this fallen world
doesn't hold your interest
doesn't hold your soul
daisy let it go
pain, give yourself a name
call yourself contrition
aberits of fame
giving isn't easy
if anybody'd like to say
if you give yourself away
daisy, why another day
why another sunrise
who's gonna take the blame
for our redemptive motion
and every rainy day
when he gives himself away
let it go
daisy let it go
open your fists
this fallen world
it doesn't hold your interest
it doesn't hold your soul
daisy let it go
-switchfoot
I met this guy named Jon today. He is a martial artist in Kenpo he saw me practicing and came over talked to me. Helped me remember some things, he's a brown belt. He's no Tj, but he's not bad. Tj was so special. Honestly I've never seen so much talent except for in Ryan, and he's just lazy. Tj isn't. But anyways. I think I'm going to take Kenpo and Aikido.
Can't wait to see everyone this weekend......I miss it so much....it's going to be hell leaving again. For the first time I belonged to a group that I could be myself in. What I wanted all year....when I stopped trying I got it. It's so hard to find that. I hate superficiality and it permeates this campus.
.....I think it's time...........I hate letting go.......
Random Note- I'm so grateful to hear new songs from Aksara........Honestly that group is my sanity at times....
Deep Peace and Brightest Blessings Always
Love
~Maria
I want so much.
I want to give so much. I give so much in love. To my friends. To my family. To those who are in mental and emotional anguish. But I don't give to those with no material possesions, diseases, bigger problems.
Sometimes I get so tired of this life.
It all feels so fake.....
We know nothing for certain. Not even what we think is reality. It's just a creation. A visualization.(watch What the Bleep Do We Know- you'll get it) What is real?
let it go
daisy let it go
open up your fists
this fallen world
doesn't hold your interest
doesn't hold your soul
daisy let it go
pain, give yourself a name
call yourself contrition
aberits of fame
giving isn't easy
if anybody'd like to say
if you give yourself away
daisy, why another day
why another sunrise
who's gonna take the blame
for our redemptive motion
and every rainy day
when he gives himself away
let it go
daisy let it go
open your fists
this fallen world
it doesn't hold your interest
it doesn't hold your soul
daisy let it go
-switchfoot
I met this guy named Jon today. He is a martial artist in Kenpo he saw me practicing and came over talked to me. Helped me remember some things, he's a brown belt. He's no Tj, but he's not bad. Tj was so special. Honestly I've never seen so much talent except for in Ryan, and he's just lazy. Tj isn't. But anyways. I think I'm going to take Kenpo and Aikido.
Can't wait to see everyone this weekend......I miss it so much....it's going to be hell leaving again. For the first time I belonged to a group that I could be myself in. What I wanted all year....when I stopped trying I got it. It's so hard to find that. I hate superficiality and it permeates this campus.
.....I think it's time...........I hate letting go.......
Random Note- I'm so grateful to hear new songs from Aksara........Honestly that group is my sanity at times....
Deep Peace and Brightest Blessings Always
Love
~Maria