May 09, 2006 22:20
I miss those types of middle school loves, middle school crushes. The kind when you completely idolize a person but you're not even sure they know you exist. Or the kind when every little thing the person does, anytime they talk to you, glance over in your direction, you kind of freak out for a minute in pure hapiness and bliss. The feeling you get talking to them and being with them that makes you feel almost high. I think it's completely cute and should be cherished while it lasts. I absolutely adore people who love spending every moment with that one person, figure out how to run into them a few more times in a day just to see their face, and completely cling to every detail. I'm not a huge fan of the hook-ups and dramatic break-ups, the hook-ups for no apparent reason, and the break-ups derived from pure boredom or lack of interest.
I came to this realization tonight and realized that I wish more people were like this. I wish life could be like this more often. I think if we really analyzed those little things in life that bring us to that state of ecstasy and didn't allow so much drama to interfere, high school relationships might actually mean something more than once in a while, and we might be significantly happier. That's just my opinion of course, though.
I salute you if you fit any of these qualities and feel similarly. Please come find me if you do.