whoa...
i had another dream last night, which was to remind me of a dream i had the night before. (seperate from the last one i wrote about.)
i'm on the beach with people who are apparently my friends, and a guy who is apparently my boyfriend. i don't recognize these people as anything IRL, so i decided to take it at face value and have a good time. (i had my wits about me with this dream, as i've neglected to mention) when all of a sudden, i'm pulled under water. everything goes black for what feels like a second. when i resurface, one of my friends is on the ground, murdered. i see another guy, hooded, stuffing something into his pocket, and running to a building up the hill. i know this is the murderer. the one bit of dream assisted knowledge i got. i am too shaken by having almost drowned then somebody's murder, so we all go back to someone's house to hang out in the basement. it was a comforting scene. i get up to answer the door. nobody. i go back down, and everybody except my boyfriend, who is missing, is dead. blood and gore everywhere. i pass out. when i wake, it's morning. i go to a library for what reason i don't know. but when i get there, i'm in one of the rooms, sun making the dust particles swirl, when my boyfriend barrels around the far corner, and is pinned to the wall by a knife. the murderer comes around and throws his hood off. it's chester. for reference, the character i like to draw in my various art pieces. he wants to kill me too. omg. it scared the beejeezus outta me. still does a bit. i plead with him, try to cozy up to him, but he pushes me to the ground. now HERE is where it gets very very personally spooky. like not just omg scary dream like oooooooomg he is trying to tell me something oh snap. he yells at me, "you're always changing me! my hair color, my eye color, my personality, even my name. I AM SETH! SETH GOD F*CKING DAMMIT!" it scared me really bad because there was a time where this was true. chester was originally gray eyed with shorter blonde hair. and his name was Damien, which later/now became his middle name. and his personality grew, which is kinda like changing. but his name was never Seth. he then jerked me up and said if i don't start getting it right he would kill me. then he kissed me, then kinda pushed my chest and i woke up. i hate dreams in which i die, so i took it seriously for the few seconds before i really woke up.
it feels really good to write these dreams down here. it helps me remember them, and makes me feel better about them. i'm very grateful for my LJ. =]
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just as a little note, i got my ds lite the day before yesterday. :D
i'm on the beach with people who are apparently my friends, and a guy who is apparently my boyfriend. i don't recognize these people as anything IRL, so i decided to take it at face value and have a good time. (i had my wits about me with this dream, as i've neglected to mention) when all of a sudden, i'm pulled under water. everything goes black for what feels like a second. when i resurface, one of my friends is on the ground, murdered. i see another guy, hooded, stuffing something into his pocket, and running to a building up the hill. i know this is the murderer. the one bit of dream assisted knowledge i got. i am too shaken by having almost drowned then somebody's murder, so we all go back to someone's house to hang out in the basement. it was a comforting scene. i get up to answer the door. nobody. i go back down, and everybody except my boyfriend, who is missing, is dead. blood and gore everywhere. i pass out. when i wake, it's morning. i go to a library for what reason i don't know. but when i get there, i'm in one of the rooms, sun making the dust particles swirl, when my boyfriend barrels around the far corner, and is pinned to the wall by a knife. the murderer comes around and throws his hood off. it's chester. for reference, the character i like to draw in my various art pieces. he wants to kill me too. omg. it scared the beejeezus outta me. still does a bit. i plead with him, try to cozy up to him, but he pushes me to the ground. now HERE is where it gets very very personally spooky. like not just omg scary dream like oooooooomg he is trying to tell me something oh snap. he yells at me, "you're always changing me! my hair color, my eye color, my personality, even my name. I AM SETH! SETH GOD F*CKING DAMMIT!" it scared me really bad because there was a time where this was true. chester was originally gray eyed with shorter blonde hair. and his name was Damien, which later/now became his middle name. and his personality grew, which is kinda like changing. but his name was never Seth. he then jerked me up and said if i don't start getting it right he would kill me. then he kissed me, then kinda pushed my chest and i woke up. i hate dreams in which i die, so i took it seriously for the few seconds before i really woke up.
it feels really good to write these dreams down here. it helps me remember them, and makes me feel better about them. i'm very grateful for my LJ. =]
-Edit-
just as a little note, i got my ds lite the day before yesterday. :D