I have been anticipating the arrival of the anniversary of three years. Two anniversaries happen in the month of May, but this one is the bigger of the two. I am so happy it is finally here. It is going to be a great new year ( Read more... )

Since the last time I wrote, I have graduated with a Bachelor's degree and I worked during the summer to prepare for the trip from Valley City, North Dakota to Brookville, New York to my new university Long Island University C.W. Post Campus here in Long Island. I drove a U-Haul the entire distance. It was really an adventure. Before I left, I had ( Read more... )

Today is my two year anniversary on hormone therapy. I have looked back on the past two years and have made such remarkable progress. I have become more confident, even now to the point where I will wear short skirts, skin bearing tops that show a little cleavage, and even in day to day stuff. I am the confident woman I dreamed of being at 4 years ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about sex reassignment surgery and I am going to begin to move forward on this. I have some paper work that I want to send out tomorrow and I want to get the referral started. And in the midst of all of this, I realize that I am pansexual. I realize that I look at the type of person I want to be with, not their genitalia. I am ( Read more... )

Last Thursday, I went to my night class and at the end I had to work with a football player named Dwayne. Dwayne, I kind of know from around campus, but I didn't know how built he was. As he was reading the part of the article we were supposed to discuss, I was looking at him and thinking about what I wanted him to do to me. I wanted to know Dwayne ( Read more... )