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oh your so beatiful Wolfgang... with your arragont letters and beatiful music, the Gran Partita was so fabulous to play, and Mr. Doherty came and Marc and Nathlie and even Angela came too!!! she's such a darling, elle est TRES mignonne it was so much fun to play Mozart tonight, and it went off so well, excpet for Pete being so damn out of town... but its ok, the basset is such a hard instrument, and its absolite! Ive never had freinds come to see me play, it ment so much to me, you have no idea; its so sad ive been playing with the ensamble for three years now, and this was the last time, but no matter i am going to compose for it and guest conduct next year; my recital that Fatima perdicted is going to be amazing; Brian said he'd get me 119 Ives for free, rather then the outrage 500 dollar cover charge; ive alread come up with a name " A Pilgramage to the Heart" and have the sufi symbol of a heart with wings on it; it will open with Mike and me doing Reich's Clapping Music, and then me and Alvin doing Piano Phase, and then half an hour of beatiful chords and plucking strings.. tommorow Luc comes over and we will listen to Zappa and talk of social commentary; Housing Letter for CalArts came, ayi... this is too exciting, now if i can only surive highschool and get the service project done! its done so soon, its scary; the toil and putting up with nonsense is finally comeing to a close; i like rolling organic tobacco, but not even smoking it, just giving it to hippies and scenesters at Aromas; while me and Marc touch softly and speak of Buddha Nature and marmalade on our toast; keep those endorphines and music playing... it IS a good life, no matter what; its so silly i almost wanted and almost followed through with wanting to kill myself on tuesday; i am glad i didn't, no matter how stressful it is or how sad girls make me, it will always be ok; i need to remeber these things; wolfie! play me your clavier and play it backwords and sidewords and upside down, intill the snyapys cross and we are in your perfect demensia with ii to V/V to IV#4
Sue me, Sue me, shoot bullets through me... I LOOOVVVVEEE YOUUUUUUUU!
Sue me, Sue me, shoot bullets through me... I LOOOVVVVEEE YOUUUUUUUU!