Perhaps A New Beginning?
Well this March Break has certainly been one to remember. I got dumped. Just as suspected in the last entry. No big deal. I got over that pretty quickly. But something happened that I totally didn't expect but am so glad happened. Sexy* the person I wrote about before and I have a "date." Totally exciting! I'm so looking forward to it. I told her about the surprise. I am now going into the flashback of the surprise...
...(a few days ago, I don't know when)...I told Sexy that I had a surprise for her...a kiss...of course I didn't tell her it was a kiss. All I told her was that she couldn't carry it or hold it. (A little obvious). So when the day comes to give it to her I bailed. I totally chickened out. I ended up giving her one of my rings which was soooo totally big that it didn't fit any of her fingers so I was trying to figure out what else to give her. I was about to say fuck it and kiss her when our teacher comes into the stairwell where all this was going down. Good thing I didn't kiss her...
...(back to the present, last night)...well last night I told her what I had planned to give her in the first place. She says she figured that's what I was gonna give her and then when she thought she was wrong she was disappointed. So I asked her if I could follow through on the surprise next time I saw her and she said she would like that. So there it goes! We made plans to hang out tomorrow before Winter's party and then to go there together. I'm so psyched. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I haven't been truly this happy in quite awhile. I'm being myself, I'm dating who I want... could anything go any better. I'm on a high. Might be a bad thing later when I come down but for right now I'm content in my own skin. Let's hope it lasts. If not then oh well.
Sexy I really like you. I'm glad we're taking a shot at it. We're taking a chance and I'm glad you're taking it with me. VIVE LA RESISTANCE!
(LOL I'm such a dork!)
*name was changed to keep anonymity of party involved
...(a few days ago, I don't know when)...I told Sexy that I had a surprise for her...a kiss...of course I didn't tell her it was a kiss. All I told her was that she couldn't carry it or hold it. (A little obvious). So when the day comes to give it to her I bailed. I totally chickened out. I ended up giving her one of my rings which was soooo totally big that it didn't fit any of her fingers so I was trying to figure out what else to give her. I was about to say fuck it and kiss her when our teacher comes into the stairwell where all this was going down. Good thing I didn't kiss her...
...(back to the present, last night)...well last night I told her what I had planned to give her in the first place. She says she figured that's what I was gonna give her and then when she thought she was wrong she was disappointed. So I asked her if I could follow through on the surprise next time I saw her and she said she would like that. So there it goes! We made plans to hang out tomorrow before Winter's party and then to go there together. I'm so psyched. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I haven't been truly this happy in quite awhile. I'm being myself, I'm dating who I want... could anything go any better. I'm on a high. Might be a bad thing later when I come down but for right now I'm content in my own skin. Let's hope it lasts. If not then oh well.
Sexy I really like you. I'm glad we're taking a shot at it. We're taking a chance and I'm glad you're taking it with me. VIVE LA RESISTANCE!
(LOL I'm such a dork!)
*name was changed to keep anonymity of party involved