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so yah im still here...i know i havent written in here in forever....but now i actually have stuff to write about...i really am just here to vent i hope that is ok with everyone...so yah the last week or so i haev really had a ton of time to think....thinking gets you depressed and that is where i am now...i dont want this entry to make anyone feel sorry for me i just need to vent....
well yah so i have come to the conclusion thta i will never open my heart up to anyone else...i have done it several times and guess what the same thing happens it gets shoved right back at me...why cant i just find that one person that can tell me the truth and that can tell me waht they really think and actually mean it...why did you think you could tell me all that stuff and expect me to believe it (which i did bc i trusted you)nevermind i dont care..i told you everything i told you so much...how could you do this...to me and to her...i never thought i would have to expierence this...its the stuff you see on tv...why??you know waht...good luck..i dont care....
lex im sorry i haev been working none stop...i miss you..i want to see you before i go off to colllege....im sorry
i have so much more to say...but im not going to...
hope the summer is going great!!miss everyone:)
well yah so i have come to the conclusion thta i will never open my heart up to anyone else...i have done it several times and guess what the same thing happens it gets shoved right back at me...why cant i just find that one person that can tell me the truth and that can tell me waht they really think and actually mean it...why did you think you could tell me all that stuff and expect me to believe it (which i did bc i trusted you)nevermind i dont care..i told you everything i told you so much...how could you do this...to me and to her...i never thought i would have to expierence this...its the stuff you see on tv...why??you know waht...good luck..i dont care....
lex im sorry i haev been working none stop...i miss you..i want to see you before i go off to colllege....im sorry
i have so much more to say...but im not going to...
hope the summer is going great!!miss everyone:)