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[mushbroom]

So.... my best friend killed himself.

There, I said it.

I really don't know what else to say.

Except that I'm miserable.

Today it's supposed to ice and snow a lot.

So I have to continue to be stuck at home,

thinking and thinking.

And getting more and more depressed.

Seriously, fuck my life.

I can't believe he did this to me.

I just want to sleep for a month.

I love and miss you, Ryan.