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i should update this thing more.
me and paddy are doing excellent. life is going good. im learning shit. the usual lol. i should probably go into more detail about what im learning but im stiull kind of recovering from my audience giving me such a nasty reaction lately. i could use more positive feedback. im going to start commenting more in my friends journals too maybe we can get a better flow going.
im sad because my friend is second guessing moving in with me because he isnt sure it will work out. thats kind of a pessimistic way to be but i know i shouldnt rush or push too much. understanding is important. i think i can come up with the money to have him visit anyway, or me visit him, and maybe things will be so amazing that he has to move in.
its hard to be patient when you want something really bad. i love my friends and want them near me. i am stupid and i always bring the wrong people into my home because i want my commune dream to be fulfilled and the people i really want in my commune have other things right now. its kind of depressing but its ok i can deal with the internet right now. i dont want to forever though. im being gloomy i should talk about happy things.
like how im inspired a lot lately and want to be very creative. now i should go be creative.
me and paddy are doing excellent. life is going good. im learning shit. the usual lol. i should probably go into more detail about what im learning but im stiull kind of recovering from my audience giving me such a nasty reaction lately. i could use more positive feedback. im going to start commenting more in my friends journals too maybe we can get a better flow going.
im sad because my friend is second guessing moving in with me because he isnt sure it will work out. thats kind of a pessimistic way to be but i know i shouldnt rush or push too much. understanding is important. i think i can come up with the money to have him visit anyway, or me visit him, and maybe things will be so amazing that he has to move in.
its hard to be patient when you want something really bad. i love my friends and want them near me. i am stupid and i always bring the wrong people into my home because i want my commune dream to be fulfilled and the people i really want in my commune have other things right now. its kind of depressing but its ok i can deal with the internet right now. i dont want to forever though. im being gloomy i should talk about happy things.
like how im inspired a lot lately and want to be very creative. now i should go be creative.