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Wuuu school over <3. Huuuuuuuuoooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Big giant breaths and rolling around and stretching. Coming out of processing-serious-shit mode and into hay-i-like-you-crushie-on-everyone mode. Honkhonk. I have a week and a few days for many an open-ended plan + adventure. But really, I think I might actually spend a fair amount of time in Olympia, writing musics + spending time with my heart and my feelers, and connecting with other lovely hearts and feelers.
I'll probably leave town a couple times to play some shows and stuffs. As well as visiting my fam in centralia for a night after something like 3 months. Which I'm doing right now.
Centralia is okay if I don't spend more than 24 hours in it, or else it starts getting uber depressingville. Even in 24 hours I run out of things to do. Seeing my Mom and my Dad and Zane is always good, though. Though I feel like I don't ever have a lot to talk with them about, which always makes for sometimes surface-level and sometimes awkward interactions. I think a part of it is that we have pretty different lives. And also that there isn't a lot to fill one's life with in Centralia, which seems to be why when I try and ask poking and prodding questions of "how is your life?" "what has been going on with you lately?" "Please relay recent emotional state!" I have a hard time getting past the surface with my family. Part of what has been nice about my interactions with my family, my dad in particular, is our acceptance of our differences, and backing away from our involvement in each other's lives. Which is okay. Sometimes it has to happen that way to be happy. Bird migrate different directions sometimes, but that is what they need to do.
Oh yes this house has a hot tub. Uhhhhhh. Hrmmmmmmm. Sooper bouguie. Derrrr honk <3
I'll probably leave town a couple times to play some shows and stuffs. As well as visiting my fam in centralia for a night after something like 3 months. Which I'm doing right now.
Centralia is okay if I don't spend more than 24 hours in it, or else it starts getting uber depressingville. Even in 24 hours I run out of things to do. Seeing my Mom and my Dad and Zane is always good, though. Though I feel like I don't ever have a lot to talk with them about, which always makes for sometimes surface-level and sometimes awkward interactions. I think a part of it is that we have pretty different lives. And also that there isn't a lot to fill one's life with in Centralia, which seems to be why when I try and ask poking and prodding questions of "how is your life?" "what has been going on with you lately?" "Please relay recent emotional state!" I have a hard time getting past the surface with my family. Part of what has been nice about my interactions with my family, my dad in particular, is our acceptance of our differences, and backing away from our involvement in each other's lives. Which is okay. Sometimes it has to happen that way to be happy. Bird migrate different directions sometimes, but that is what they need to do.
Oh yes this house has a hot tub. Uhhhhhh. Hrmmmmmmm. Sooper bouguie. Derrrr honk <3