[FIC] - Memories
Title: Memories
Author: Murderis
Chapters: Oneshot
Fandom: Plastic Tree
Rating: Fluff
Warnings: My bad English I guess?
Disclaimer: Too bad, I don’t own Ryutarou.
Author’s notes: 1.Okay Toshi, that’s the story you wanted. I hope you got what you wanted. I was really trying to make it good.
2.There is Ryutarou’s friend. Totally fictional character. I didn’t think about name, so let’s just call her Ryutarou’s friend. Or “her”.
3.Don't beat me if it's crappy. T.T
Ryutarou was standing in front of window with cup of tea. It was a stormy morning and he was enjoying its silence. The TV was turned on and news said that today is going to be very stormy.
"Such a glassy sky and typhoon is coming.” Ryutarou said to himself. He put the cup on table and took an umbrella. He wanted to go on the roof and watch that glassy sky.
When he got there he sat on his favorite spot, in the middle of roof. He put umbrella next to him and made sure, that wind won’t blow it. Ryutarou looked up to the sky. The sky was with no clear color - a bit of blue, white, grey. Dark clouds. Ryutarou closed his eyes and his memories started to flow. Then he remembered a day like this about 20 years ago.
***
Ryutarou was a teenager then. On stormy day like this his friend offered him to skip class and to go somewhere. They went on Ryutarou’s friend’s roof. They were sitting there and talking. She chose strange topic, about life. As far as Ryutarou remembered she always was funny, in good mood and talked funny nonsenses. But that day she was very serious and talked about life and its meaning. Ryutarou couldn’t understand her feelings and actions, so he just talked about what she wanted. Then she suddenly said:
“You know, I hate my life. I hate my parents and everything else. But I like you.”
Ryutarou didn’t know what to say. He just stayed silent. His friend stood up. She leaned to him and kissed his cheek.
“I have to say I really like you. I could live just because of you. Just for you. But I can’t.”
She walked to the edge of roof. Ryutarou stood up immediately and asked her:
“What are you doing? Tell me that you’re just kidding!”
“I would like to tell you this. Hey, I wonder, how do you feel, when you’re dead?”
“Stop it, please. You won’t die. You won’t die today, on this roof.”
"Sorry Ryutarou.” Ryutarou heard that she’s crying. He slowly walked nearer her.
“Listen. Don’t do this. Maybe you would be happy if you die, well, you go to heaven, but people who love you.. They’d suffer. Well, I’d really suffer. So please, come with me. And we’re going home.”
She turned back to Ryutarou, smiled and waved her hand.
“Bye bye Ryutarou. We’ll see each other one day again. Be happy. You must be happy, and I’ll be proud.” Ryutarou wanted to say something, but there wasn’t anymore time left - she jumped. Building where she was living was high, and there was no hope to save her. Ryutarou just watched her falling and cried.
***
Suddenly it started to rain. Ryutarou didn’t realized it at first. Tears were flowing his face. He put up his umbrella and wiped his eyes, but his face became wet again. He couldn’t stop himself from crying. Ryutarou looked up to the sky again.
“For some reason my tears are flowing. I know, you don’t like this, you said I have to be happy. But forgive me, this day is like this. I’m looking forward to seeing you again. Wait for me longer.”
Ryutarou wanted to go home, but decided to sit of his roof longer. He couldn’t forget his friend’s voice, her faces, they were spinning in his heart. And he still couldn’t stop his tears.
Then the rain and wind became stronger.
“So typhoon is really coming.” thought Ryutarou. His umbrella was broken, so he just let it and while being showered by the rain he went home.
Author: Murderis
Chapters: Oneshot
Fandom: Plastic Tree
Rating: Fluff
Warnings: My bad English I guess?
Disclaimer: Too bad, I don’t own Ryutarou.
Author’s notes: 1.Okay Toshi, that’s the story you wanted. I hope you got what you wanted. I was really trying to make it good.
2.There is Ryutarou’s friend. Totally fictional character. I didn’t think about name, so let’s just call her Ryutarou’s friend. Or “her”.
3.Don't beat me if it's crappy. T.T
Ryutarou was standing in front of window with cup of tea. It was a stormy morning and he was enjoying its silence. The TV was turned on and news said that today is going to be very stormy.
"Such a glassy sky and typhoon is coming.” Ryutarou said to himself. He put the cup on table and took an umbrella. He wanted to go on the roof and watch that glassy sky.
When he got there he sat on his favorite spot, in the middle of roof. He put umbrella next to him and made sure, that wind won’t blow it. Ryutarou looked up to the sky. The sky was with no clear color - a bit of blue, white, grey. Dark clouds. Ryutarou closed his eyes and his memories started to flow. Then he remembered a day like this about 20 years ago.
***
Ryutarou was a teenager then. On stormy day like this his friend offered him to skip class and to go somewhere. They went on Ryutarou’s friend’s roof. They were sitting there and talking. She chose strange topic, about life. As far as Ryutarou remembered she always was funny, in good mood and talked funny nonsenses. But that day she was very serious and talked about life and its meaning. Ryutarou couldn’t understand her feelings and actions, so he just talked about what she wanted. Then she suddenly said:
“You know, I hate my life. I hate my parents and everything else. But I like you.”
Ryutarou didn’t know what to say. He just stayed silent. His friend stood up. She leaned to him and kissed his cheek.
“I have to say I really like you. I could live just because of you. Just for you. But I can’t.”
She walked to the edge of roof. Ryutarou stood up immediately and asked her:
“What are you doing? Tell me that you’re just kidding!”
“I would like to tell you this. Hey, I wonder, how do you feel, when you’re dead?”
“Stop it, please. You won’t die. You won’t die today, on this roof.”
"Sorry Ryutarou.” Ryutarou heard that she’s crying. He slowly walked nearer her.
“Listen. Don’t do this. Maybe you would be happy if you die, well, you go to heaven, but people who love you.. They’d suffer. Well, I’d really suffer. So please, come with me. And we’re going home.”
She turned back to Ryutarou, smiled and waved her hand.
“Bye bye Ryutarou. We’ll see each other one day again. Be happy. You must be happy, and I’ll be proud.” Ryutarou wanted to say something, but there wasn’t anymore time left - she jumped. Building where she was living was high, and there was no hope to save her. Ryutarou just watched her falling and cried.
***
Suddenly it started to rain. Ryutarou didn’t realized it at first. Tears were flowing his face. He put up his umbrella and wiped his eyes, but his face became wet again. He couldn’t stop himself from crying. Ryutarou looked up to the sky again.
“For some reason my tears are flowing. I know, you don’t like this, you said I have to be happy. But forgive me, this day is like this. I’m looking forward to seeing you again. Wait for me longer.”
Ryutarou wanted to go home, but decided to sit of his roof longer. He couldn’t forget his friend’s voice, her faces, they were spinning in his heart. And he still couldn’t stop his tears.
Then the rain and wind became stronger.
“So typhoon is really coming.” thought Ryutarou. His umbrella was broken, so he just let it and while being showered by the rain he went home.