Slit Wrist Savior
It's been the longest time since I last said the words, "I love my life" and actually mean it.
Though, since Tuesday, I finally can again.
Tuesday was the day I asked Janisha to be my girlfriend. She said yes. I truly feel as if the pain I've been going through for the longest time is finally going away. We went to the beach after school the day after and it was so amazing. We spent a good hour laying in the sand, cuddling, and kissing. Kissing her sober feels so much more amazing than kissing her drunk. <3 She's the first girlfriend in 4 years that is actually older than me. I'm a junior and she's a senior. She doesn't mind, I'm guessing, judging by the fact that she's going out with me. She's amazing. I hope we can last for a long time.
Tuesday was just an amazing day overall. I also saw Emmure that day. FUCKING AMAZING SHOW. I threw down and everything, got some merch too. Every band that played that night kicked major ass.
I'm now leaving Tampa as we speak. Me and the guitar quartet had evaluations earlier today. We left the day before at 2 PM, during school. Note that yesterday was another amazing day. Even though a lot of people were sad because this kid Gus got killed the day before, I didn't find any low points of the day. I got to miss all my classes to practice my music and fuck around, and I got to see Janisha at her lunch since we have different lunches but I wasn't doing anything important that period either so I just went to both lunches yesterday.
I love my life. <3