When Everything Goes Wrong, Take the Easy Way Out
Maybe Valentine's Day won't bas as bad as I first presumed.
Janisha asked me what I was doing that day and asked me if I wantd to hang. Out of all four days (Friday through Monday, since I don't have school Monday) she asked me to hang on Sunday, which means something. The thing is, I may have to go to dinner with my family, so this may or may not happen, but the fact that she asked me to do something on that specific day makes me feel hopeful that something may happen. Maybe not now, but in the near future. =]
The thing is, I'm still confused.
There is still part of me that still can't get over Lucy. The truth is, I would still absolutely love to be with her. She apparently got me a rose on Friday for our school's rose sale, but I never recieved it. She was the only one I know of who got me a rose. I mean I'm accepting her as a friend and I still have casual talks with her, but I still can't get over her. It's just everything about her that is so amazing.
I'm going to see Emmure on Tuesday. Excited.
Janisha asked me what I was doing that day and asked me if I wantd to hang. Out of all four days (Friday through Monday, since I don't have school Monday) she asked me to hang on Sunday, which means something. The thing is, I may have to go to dinner with my family, so this may or may not happen, but the fact that she asked me to do something on that specific day makes me feel hopeful that something may happen. Maybe not now, but in the near future. =]
The thing is, I'm still confused.
There is still part of me that still can't get over Lucy. The truth is, I would still absolutely love to be with her. She apparently got me a rose on Friday for our school's rose sale, but I never recieved it. She was the only one I know of who got me a rose. I mean I'm accepting her as a friend and I still have casual talks with her, but I still can't get over her. It's just everything about her that is so amazing.
I'm going to see Emmure on Tuesday. Excited.