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[murder_she_rote]

joes dad died.... im fucking sick.... im alone on christmas and joe is with his family that makes him feel shitty. worst christmas ever. im thinking pjs... the food ive cooked... and "home alone" for my christmas day plans. ive gotten so many offers to spend christmas with friends and it means alot, but i actually would rather spend it at home being mopey and self loathing. ill save a good christmas for when joes here. i miss that guy. ive seen him maybe 6 hrs in the past 2 weeks. and then when he gets back, i leave for indy for 8 days. damnit. i just wanna give him a hug. maybe later ill eat some fuckin pie.
peace out