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this thing with tom sucks so hard. when i hear that he's coming in to work i get this horrible knot in my throat and stomach. i feel gross just seeing him. he was there today. i had a panic attack ( Read more... )

i was just reading old lj posts. lots were embarassing and i encourage you not to look for your own sake. this post, however, made me crack up...

"so i saw this show about tapeworms and i think i have one. i cant tell if its the show... or actual symptoms. bleh. either way, i named it kenny."

awesome.

i'm moving. back to the city i think. i have no roomie... that fell thru. i can afford a studio in the loin. i'm pretty stoked. the end

i don't want to be everyone's best friend.
i don't want to be everyone's little sister.
why is this always the way it is?

so the following story is what happened during the bart ride home from work tonight ( Read more... )

im bummed that the people closest to me are kinda jerks. i came upon some things written in emails about me... you're shitty people. i can't be sorry i'm not who you expected me to be. i'm out. i feel alienated from a scene i've been clinging to for the past year. later.

IF A MOVIE WAS MADE OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... )

ugh... so... i'm gonna be kinda vague in this entry so that those who don't know what's going on will continue in the dark. i'm super stoked on the dude. which sucks cause nothing will come of it. but it also sucks because it's given me issues that have been dormant for years. it has gotten to its worst point tonight i think. i'm literally wearing ( Read more... )