Three cheers for virii!
I'm beginning to think that the past 2 weeks of nauseous, exhaustion, weight loss and general blah may be more due to the flu or something that actual emotional heartache.
and i am SO rooting for the Flu.
I don't think the stress of work or emotional turmoil has helped me any, but good lord.
I am stronger than this - I know that.
and me not being able to eat for 2 weeks? I mean come on. That has to be the flu. I passed out this morning from (assuming here) not having really eaten for 2 weeks. A bowl of cheerios made me feel 1,000x better.
Let's root for the Flu. Because the Flu will pass and then I'll feel better, and not wanting to vomit all the time will probably make me care a lot less about the ex.
I know the ex situation made me depressed, but I'm thinking the Flu or whatever this is took hold about the same time, compounding the I Feel Like Ass feelings, thus making it all worse, and worse than it actually was/is. But I will take the Flu over ACTUALLY feeling this emotionally downtrodden over a boy, who, quite frankly, does not deserve me so long as he acts the way he does.
oh and i'm sure the stress of work (oh hai! they are threatening to FIRE US ALL!) isn't helping matters either.
i need to finish working and go home.
xo
and i am SO rooting for the Flu.
I don't think the stress of work or emotional turmoil has helped me any, but good lord.
I am stronger than this - I know that.
and me not being able to eat for 2 weeks? I mean come on. That has to be the flu. I passed out this morning from (assuming here) not having really eaten for 2 weeks. A bowl of cheerios made me feel 1,000x better.
Let's root for the Flu. Because the Flu will pass and then I'll feel better, and not wanting to vomit all the time will probably make me care a lot less about the ex.
I know the ex situation made me depressed, but I'm thinking the Flu or whatever this is took hold about the same time, compounding the I Feel Like Ass feelings, thus making it all worse, and worse than it actually was/is. But I will take the Flu over ACTUALLY feeling this emotionally downtrodden over a boy, who, quite frankly, does not deserve me so long as he acts the way he does.
oh and i'm sure the stress of work (oh hai! they are threatening to FIRE US ALL!) isn't helping matters either.
i need to finish working and go home.
xo