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3 Days in LA.
A combined total of 10 hours in my hotel room, including sleeps. Not for fun, rambunctious reasons, but rather draining, work, productive reasons.
It was a damn nice hotel room too.
I love the west coast. Seriously. I know I sound like a broken record, but I NEEDS THE PACIFIC. The LA office keeps asking when I'm going to get transferred out there...I think they should push it.
I am so tired. So exhausted. I'm home, and forcing myself to stay awake until 10.
I don't know what to say about Larry. Then I read my old entries and realize I've already said it. I was dating child. A child that I loved, and really truly was in love with, but still a child. I wonder if he was really my bestfriend. In some ways he was. In other ways, not so much. Dave thinks I need to stop dating insecure little boys, I think I have to agree. I'd just like to hurry up and not hurt anymore, and not feel like shit anymore. This heartache business during winter is just too much.
Ara: Remember Paul Gargano? I had dinner with his now-wife weds night. Didn't even realize it until she added me on Facebook. WEIRD! She's super nice though. Tiny world!
My doorman told me I need to stop losing so much weight. I took it as a compliment. Stress is useful sometimes.
It needs to warm the fuck up so I can ride my bike more.
xoxo
A combined total of 10 hours in my hotel room, including sleeps. Not for fun, rambunctious reasons, but rather draining, work, productive reasons.
It was a damn nice hotel room too.
I love the west coast. Seriously. I know I sound like a broken record, but I NEEDS THE PACIFIC. The LA office keeps asking when I'm going to get transferred out there...I think they should push it.
I am so tired. So exhausted. I'm home, and forcing myself to stay awake until 10.
I don't know what to say about Larry. Then I read my old entries and realize I've already said it. I was dating child. A child that I loved, and really truly was in love with, but still a child. I wonder if he was really my bestfriend. In some ways he was. In other ways, not so much. Dave thinks I need to stop dating insecure little boys, I think I have to agree. I'd just like to hurry up and not hurt anymore, and not feel like shit anymore. This heartache business during winter is just too much.
Ara: Remember Paul Gargano? I had dinner with his now-wife weds night. Didn't even realize it until she added me on Facebook. WEIRD! She's super nice though. Tiny world!
My doorman told me I need to stop losing so much weight. I took it as a compliment. Stress is useful sometimes.
It needs to warm the fuck up so I can ride my bike more.
xoxo