What does all this mean?
Why am I so frustrated with myself? I was at a really good place in my life somewhere around December/January...and it's just been crazy ever since. My one acts are going okay...my ghost story is awesome, but my comedy, frankly, is not going as well as I had hoped. I've decided that you simply cannot teach someone to act...you can advise them on stronger choices, you can tap hidden potential. But if someone simply does not understand it, then they never will. I constantly flip between thinking I'm a genius and thinking I'm a complete fraud.
On another note, I need to start trusting people more...I find that I'm somewhat of a conspiracy theorist (a trait I inherited from my mother), and I really need to calm down and realize that the world is not, in fact, out to get me. Unless, of course, that's what it wants me to think....
My roommate was out of town this weekend and I was a little on the lonely side, so I had some time to think. I have so many questions running around in my head lately, and it was good to get to sort it out. Sometimes I honestly wonder if I am crazier than normal.
Okay...enough moaning. :)
MTS is coming in 3 days. My show will open, and hopefully it will come together like I want. Many of my Chicago friends who were out of town are now back. The March winds have arrived, but it definitely makes for a change of pace. Even though I'm a little down right now, there are a lot of things to be thankful for, and I suppose I need to keep remembering that.
On another note, I need to start trusting people more...I find that I'm somewhat of a conspiracy theorist (a trait I inherited from my mother), and I really need to calm down and realize that the world is not, in fact, out to get me. Unless, of course, that's what it wants me to think....
My roommate was out of town this weekend and I was a little on the lonely side, so I had some time to think. I have so many questions running around in my head lately, and it was good to get to sort it out. Sometimes I honestly wonder if I am crazier than normal.
Okay...enough moaning. :)
MTS is coming in 3 days. My show will open, and hopefully it will come together like I want. Many of my Chicago friends who were out of town are now back. The March winds have arrived, but it definitely makes for a change of pace. Even though I'm a little down right now, there are a lot of things to be thankful for, and I suppose I need to keep remembering that.