live it up
spring break... my, my, what can i say? it was incredible. we did some crazy stuff, that's what spring break is for, right? way too many good memories, and i love who i was with. i wish i could go back and relive it all. we had a GOOD ride home too, haha.
ok, so during spring break and since then, i've been doing thinking. i know, erika and thinking don't get along, but here goes:
i'm attracted to hard-to-get-to things, not 'i want what i can't have', it's more like dreams and aspirations. i set my sights high and shoot for success. i know what i want, and too often i say i don't know, but yeah i do... it's just the 'finding it' that's giving me trouble. when i see potential, i go for it, and that's what i'm attracted too. now sometimes, it doesn't work out, and it turns out way differently than what i expected it to be. that happened like 2 months ago. it wasn't that i didn't want it anymore, but it's just when i got what i was working for, it wasn't what i thought it was gonna be. but with me, i need to see how things would be because what if i'm passing up who i'm supposed to be with? if there's a bond there, then yeah, i want to try it out. if i can't try it out, i get so frustrated in thinking what it could be and what it should be. that's just how i work, i'm just looking for the answer. i just want someone who's like me and who clicks with me, it's simple. you know those people that you just have a vibe with, there's something there and i always want to see where that goes. i'm not gonna be one of those people who is gonna be with someone just to have a boyfriend. there's no need for that, why try to make yourselves work instead of just feeling it. you can always tell if it's right or wrong. i'm not trying to figure myself out. i had that time to do that and i'm past that. this is me, i have an idea in what i want, it's not so complicatied. so right now is really good, i have my dreams and aspirations, and my idea in what i want, and good vibes, and great friends, and everything is nice. paradise is on it's way...
erika xoxo
ok, so during spring break and since then, i've been doing thinking. i know, erika and thinking don't get along, but here goes:
i'm attracted to hard-to-get-to things, not 'i want what i can't have', it's more like dreams and aspirations. i set my sights high and shoot for success. i know what i want, and too often i say i don't know, but yeah i do... it's just the 'finding it' that's giving me trouble. when i see potential, i go for it, and that's what i'm attracted too. now sometimes, it doesn't work out, and it turns out way differently than what i expected it to be. that happened like 2 months ago. it wasn't that i didn't want it anymore, but it's just when i got what i was working for, it wasn't what i thought it was gonna be. but with me, i need to see how things would be because what if i'm passing up who i'm supposed to be with? if there's a bond there, then yeah, i want to try it out. if i can't try it out, i get so frustrated in thinking what it could be and what it should be. that's just how i work, i'm just looking for the answer. i just want someone who's like me and who clicks with me, it's simple. you know those people that you just have a vibe with, there's something there and i always want to see where that goes. i'm not gonna be one of those people who is gonna be with someone just to have a boyfriend. there's no need for that, why try to make yourselves work instead of just feeling it. you can always tell if it's right or wrong. i'm not trying to figure myself out. i had that time to do that and i'm past that. this is me, i have an idea in what i want, it's not so complicatied. so right now is really good, i have my dreams and aspirations, and my idea in what i want, and good vibes, and great friends, and everything is nice. paradise is on it's way...
erika xoxo