as silent tears fall down my face

[munkiejunkie72]

all of you are better off for not having to go through this. you will soon enough for those of you that haven't but it sucks and i'm being really pessimistic today but whatever, i don't care anymore. i'm giving up on being open because i don't want to get hurt, and i know how selfish. but i'm so over this stupid drama, this uneeded bullshit. i'm

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this is hailey.. i cant remember my password

[hailbail2303]

babes, your going to cry for a while.. weather you like it or not.. your going to have a weird feeling inside of you.. but.. you dotn need guys.. you really dont.. i jsut figured this out.. its sooo awesome to be able to do whatever you want.. just go from here to here.. not having to worry about anything.. in the end it will all pay off.. you are strong.. and you know what you want.. you do.. you want to be independent (all the women who independent throw your hands up) but dont worry.. you dont have to fufill your life dreams now, your 16 not 43... you have time.. and it was ment to be.. then it will happen later on in life.. you dotn need to be tied down right now while your 16.. trust me (damn i need to take my own advice) but.. just be strong. dont cry.. too mcuh... im here for you.. youc an vent to me, about me, hit me.. whatever you need.. ill be there.. so..HOLLA FO A DOLLA (sorry i had to)

hot air balloons are quite cool

[gal_i_le_o]

I admire you, alot for your stregnth in being able to deal with this stuff. For once, Im not on the outside of the bubble so I get whats going on. Sure, you dont need guys, but I understand what your saying about the void. As hard as it is, and Im not speaking from experience because I have yet to accomplish this...You need to do what you want to do, not what anyone else wants. People will love you either way. And if you do what you want and you dont gain the thing that you wanted, well maybe its not the right time. Whatever, that was semi-deepish I guess. Crying is good, as is making obnoxious hickey like marks on your chin with your hand...if you need experience in that deptarment, just let me know. I love you, and you know how often I say that...

"can't leave well enough alone."

[i_run_800]

"can't leave well enough alone."

i think that you shouldnt leave well enough alone. what if they said hey, we made pants, that is good enough. no, they kept going and made the shirt. and you didnt leave it alone. what you had was well enough, but thats not what you want. correct? you want what is the best, perfect. and you are still searching. untill you get past well enough and to the best place posible. where ever that may be.

yea.... i guess...

-RyAN-

[munkiejunkie72]

thanks guys :) all very deepish and all made me feel a lot better about myself and my situation. i love you all and i really would be lost without you there.