Finnally getting some of this off my chest

[mundanemurder]

Ah my minds racing. there was the issue tonight. i mean i had no idea he would be there and the only reason Dan was there was because he had to bring arla down from shelton. I can tolerate Dan. I forgave. i understood hes just not a good boyfriend. BUt i never fuled the fire between christian and him. i mean i told christian what he did, but i

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WHAT THE FUCK!

[harmfulanodyne]

Do you try your best to fucking break my heart? you do a good job you know that ... Why do you just put some stupid shit I did that you either over reacted about or I apologized for, and not the fucked up shit you did. Oh it was too recent? The lying, the blackmail, the being ditched and shit? All too recent to mention? I was using you eh? yea must've fuckin been ya know, considering I told you I wanted to get back together with you, that was until you ditched me, and then after all that talk about getting to somewhere I could beat the shit outta him, you turn your back on me when it almost happens. I defended you, and I'm the only one who would beat the shit outta that little fuck for you. The only reason I stopped calling was because you were always online, and you always said you liked talking online, so F-U. Yeas this pisses me off, why would you even write this bullshit if you knew it was gonna piss me off? Oh right, I forgot to mention all the times you said fucked up shit to me just to get a little attention. Yea Claire, you were a great fuckin girlfriend. I've been puttin up with shit from you and I didn't back down for the longest time. I really saw in you the potential to be someone I fall for. And Amanda, shut the fuck up, don't even start implying I didn't have the best intentions, or care about getting to know her. That's all I fucking had and that's all I fucking wanted. You can really contort some precious shit Claire. You can really turn a spot of confusion, and your lack of willingness to open up to me from the beginning, into, I'm a prick who fucked you over, when you're the one not defending me, not calling me, talking shit about me, lying to me, ditching me! I'll admit, I've made my mistakes, but the way you put it, a playful titty twister after you give me one really aint a deal at all. I'm sure your boobs are fine, and I only gave you a titty twister once until you cried and I didn't mean to do that and I told you that and I apologized to you a million fucking times and went and made you lunch and shit and tried to make up for it. And don't be over reactive, I pretend to be angry with you once over the most ludicrous thing, you woulda thought you'd realize I wasn't pissed off cause you didn't want macaroni or whatever. If you really didn't think the things I did were funny, THE WHY THE FUCK DIDN"T YOU FUCKING TELL ME HUH!? So basically, I'll give ya the titty twister thing, I'll give you the pretending to break up with ya thing, although ya'd think you could let go of that after like 7 months, and I'll give ya the pretending to be mad at you thing, even though it was a one time occurance. But don't forget you're just as bad, maybe I'll give ya a call soon, but if there aint some good fuckin reasons for me to stick around, No more BS, No more Comming back, No more trying, I'll be gone, and if you say my name after I'm gone in any bad way, shape, or form, you will not have a good day for a long time...

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[clandestine_xo]

hey christian, fuck off? i never said anything about your intentions. as much as i may hate your fucking guts, i dont care about you anymore. It's claire that i'm worried about. No matter what happened between you two in your relationship, it did enough damage to claire that she would come into school crying & upset most days, to the point where it still bothers her 7 months later. So fuck you.

Re: WHAT THE FUCK!

[harmfulanodyne]

aint my fault she's very capable of over reacting to some of the stupidest BS ever. SO fuck you, and you didn't directly say anything bout my intentions, but you implied it with

"But don't let the mistakes christian and dan made ruin it for someone else who may really have your best intentions at heart and really do want to get to know you better"

So fuck you, don't make stupid comments about people you don't know shit about.

Re: WHAT THE FUCK!

[clandestine_xo]

i know plenty about you dickwad. And if i didnt say anything directly about your intentions, dont just assume it was all about you. You self-centered piece of shit.

Re: WHAT THE FUCK!

[harmfulanodyne]

Yea, I'm real self centered, YOU SAID MY GOD DAMN NAME YOU FUCKIN SLUT! so shut the fuck up, you always loose, want proof? I still got that arguement you and I had! You know pleanty about me? what's my favorite movie? Name one family memeber of mine OTHER THEN CORGAN. Shut the fuck up you stupid little moo cow, you don't know shit about me, so stop pretending to be a fucking guru on the situation and admit when you're being stupid.