I don't know what I've got, and I don't think it's apathy or depression. For about a week now my mood has been constantly swerving up and down. There will be excitement, contentment, and then something or nothing at all will drag me down to neutral/withdraw. I don't feel connected to friends. When it happens I feel obligated to keep pretending ( Read more... )

Need to shake this feeling of being an irrelevant bystander. It's hugely affected my drive to RP, to chat, to do most of the activities that keep me entertained with nobody at home. Been gaming like crazy (red dead redemption and fallout 3 are both incredibly immersive) , since that doesn't require interaction for the most part, but it's not ( Read more... )

Sooo... about to leave for dad's current house in roughly . idk. seven hours ( Read more... )