The cycle continues....
So its 5 in the afternoon and im really hungry, but i decided to update this b/c i havent in a long time. I think last time i updated with my life i was going to be taking some finals..well i did and now i want to kill myself. I made a B in world lit, which is good, a C in Anthropology, which is gay, and a FUCKING D in BIOLOGY..i mean what the fuck. THere goes my GPA and HOPE. I have until the end of spring semester to bring my grades up but in order to make a 3.0 i have to make all A's this semester. Just so you know, im taking Accounting 1, which has the highest withdrawal/failure rate, Business Law, and economics 1 and 2. So yea ill have my work cut out for me. I was going to hold off on telling my mom for a while, but began thinking about how that was just pointless. Well she found out on her own, and to my surprise wasnt mad, just surprised that i made a D in a class. She talked to me about how she knows it is hard but i can do better than that. And that she had hoped i wouldnt have to take out loans and what not but w/e. I dont mind taking out loans i just didnt want my parents to me disappointed in me. I fucked up..and now im goin to have to pull myself out of this whole i have dug for myself.
A couple days ago i finally got to see stephanie. She came over and we watched 2 movies which were Crash and Wedding Crashers. i had already seen both but she hadnt, and really wanted to see them. And no...for all of you people who have met her, or havent and just think this....there is nothing going on between us..she has no interest in me, so plz leave it alone.
Today i started class which i was not looking forward to. The only class i have on monday, wednesday, and friday is my accounting class. Which to my surpise Ross is in. He changed majors again and now has to take accounting. That will be great having a friend in the same class. On tuesday and thursday i have Business law, and my 2 econ classes back to back which will be hell.
As i left accounting today i had to go get my parking permit. So i get in the mile long line behind this girl that i noticed was in my accounting class. So i started to talk to her, and did so for about 30 minutes while waiting in line. She seemed very cool and hopefully i have at least made a new friend. Then of course i get to the front and find out that my parking permit from last semester was still good..but i didnt care cuz i got to meet a new face. Then i have to go to the bookstore and pick up a book. Go figure as im walking there Amber, girl from my lit class, is in front of me. I figure she wouldnt want to talk to me so i just go get my book and pay. OF course my card for some reason doesnt work, and as im telling the cashier to forget it Amber sees me and is like HEY John whats goin on. SO we talk for like a minute and then i leave. So nothing productive came out of any of this, but it didnt cast a shadow on my day in the least.
Overall a good first day but i have a feeling that tomorrow will bring a whole mess of trouble. I dont know, a lot of shit is going through my head just about life in general. School, work, women, family, friends..and its all mixed up.
Hope everyone had good holidays...gimme a call if you ever want to do anything.
A couple days ago i finally got to see stephanie. She came over and we watched 2 movies which were Crash and Wedding Crashers. i had already seen both but she hadnt, and really wanted to see them. And no...for all of you people who have met her, or havent and just think this....there is nothing going on between us..she has no interest in me, so plz leave it alone.
Today i started class which i was not looking forward to. The only class i have on monday, wednesday, and friday is my accounting class. Which to my surpise Ross is in. He changed majors again and now has to take accounting. That will be great having a friend in the same class. On tuesday and thursday i have Business law, and my 2 econ classes back to back which will be hell.
As i left accounting today i had to go get my parking permit. So i get in the mile long line behind this girl that i noticed was in my accounting class. So i started to talk to her, and did so for about 30 minutes while waiting in line. She seemed very cool and hopefully i have at least made a new friend. Then of course i get to the front and find out that my parking permit from last semester was still good..but i didnt care cuz i got to meet a new face. Then i have to go to the bookstore and pick up a book. Go figure as im walking there Amber, girl from my lit class, is in front of me. I figure she wouldnt want to talk to me so i just go get my book and pay. OF course my card for some reason doesnt work, and as im telling the cashier to forget it Amber sees me and is like HEY John whats goin on. SO we talk for like a minute and then i leave. So nothing productive came out of any of this, but it didnt cast a shadow on my day in the least.
Overall a good first day but i have a feeling that tomorrow will bring a whole mess of trouble. I dont know, a lot of shit is going through my head just about life in general. School, work, women, family, friends..and its all mixed up.
Hope everyone had good holidays...gimme a call if you ever want to do anything.