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Well I guess I have to jump on the bandwagon like all the other roomies including Berto.
Last year you would have never caught me saying that Santa Cruz was my home. Ya right. Freshmen year came and went with a lot of crying and a lot of going home and being alone. Summer came and went and then I got back to school. The first month was a bit rocky and then it just got better. Somwhere a during midterms I got stuck in a rut- I needed to breathe and I really wanted to go home. Going home for thanksgiving would have been good for me. I bought my plane tickets so that I could spent the most amount of time at home. I dont come back till like 4pm on Jan 3rd. I mean dont get me wrong I love seeing my mom and all that. But my house for years has never been comfortable and I think I hurt my mom when I say that. Its cold..and just nothing is like mine. My room has no tv or computer. When all my friends come home I know it will get better..that hardest part of it all is when I get home at night...I hate coming home not tired..b/c then I am forced to go into my room and just like do nothing. i Cant stand having nothing to do. It just gets to me. ugh. i just need to make the best of this..and not be so bitter and negative. I shouldn't take it for granted.
Also..Marissa and I offically ended Fall quarter 04' with a bang..it wil always be remembered.
Last year you would have never caught me saying that Santa Cruz was my home. Ya right. Freshmen year came and went with a lot of crying and a lot of going home and being alone. Summer came and went and then I got back to school. The first month was a bit rocky and then it just got better. Somwhere a during midterms I got stuck in a rut- I needed to breathe and I really wanted to go home. Going home for thanksgiving would have been good for me. I bought my plane tickets so that I could spent the most amount of time at home. I dont come back till like 4pm on Jan 3rd. I mean dont get me wrong I love seeing my mom and all that. But my house for years has never been comfortable and I think I hurt my mom when I say that. Its cold..and just nothing is like mine. My room has no tv or computer. When all my friends come home I know it will get better..that hardest part of it all is when I get home at night...I hate coming home not tired..b/c then I am forced to go into my room and just like do nothing. i Cant stand having nothing to do. It just gets to me. ugh. i just need to make the best of this..and not be so bitter and negative. I shouldn't take it for granted.
Also..Marissa and I offically ended Fall quarter 04' with a bang..it wil always be remembered.