Dec 16, 2002 15:37
today all i took was one final Spanish. It was really easy but it took me like an hour and fifteen minutes. well it was ok. I was justin timberlake for like a total of fifteen minutes for that song cry me a river. it was fun with maggie almost raping me. j/k. I hope i pass with a high grade because yah.
i went to go eat at this mexican restaurant and a bunch of like business men were starring at me and i didnt know what to do. so they were like hi! what school are you from. for a minute there i thought they asked me what planet i was from because i didnt understand their well developed english, and i was like sitting at their table. I had a lot of cheese. CHEESE!!! and chips i thought it was great. but they brought this salad that was like really warm and i was like wtf is this. but i didnt eat it.
today my sis is going to a company party and i hope i can go so i can see Carlos. i never met the boy. i only have a picture of him. I hope he is not like unattractive or immature because like i did with the past couple other ones i said babye. i dont know... i am sooo picky. Allison is right i am picky when it comes to guys.
oh gosh i am soooo soooo stressed over the history exam tomorrow. If i dont pass i will cry. that man is just tooo hard and i cant deal with his kind of work. I mean i really do hate him. Hes nice at times but really weird, i dont know it sometimes scares me. people in ap said it was hard i wander what people in period 2 thought of the test. AAAHHHH! i have to go study for that. like now. i am not tooo stressed out over science i just dont want to be moved like last year to another table because people were asking for my answers.
I dont know how to study. I dont have a boyfriend. and i just want to say thanks skittles for your message that you sent me it made me feel a little better about the way guys see me and how i see them.
Well i am going to call carlos and if he doesnt answer well fuck it. it wasnt meant to be. well i hope it is. I still love juan though even though he lives like a thousand miles away. I dont know but hes really sweet ahhhhh he gives me the chills. i dont know. i just hope other people have better luck than me with guys.
until later i will write more. if i go to the party i guess i will write back.