Confused

Dec 20, 2002 23:34

I saw Charles today at my moms work we talked for quite sometime. I am starting to like him but my problem is that he isnt the kinda guy i am usual interested in. I sat on his lap and took a picture. My mom saw and nearly had a heart attack. It was all innocent fun though. I took a picture with Josh. I like that boy alot but to bad he will never like me. I had a good day i mean i was with my mom and we talked and laughed and that was all good.

It was soo funny though they wanted me to take a pic with him and josh calls me to his desk and was like hey laila sit on santas lap and i was like omg. and then i did and i told him what i wanted for christmas and he was like you are just too expensive for me and the josh was like say cheese and we took a pic. and then he was like charles what are you doing having your hand on her waist and he started to BLUSH.

I went to my nieces thingy at school and there was a little boy whos mom didnt come and hes like "My mommy isnt here so you can be my mommy for today" and i was like awwww, and then he was like i usually read to my mommy but since you are my mommy i am going to read to you and i was like awwww. So i spent an hour with the little boy, and then another little boy was like yo can you come sit with me and i was like its not yo its excuse me and he was like pull a chair next to me and i couldnt help but laugh.

I got two purses today!!! i am soo happy.

no more carlos he is stupid and i dont like him. He was like lets go to the movies and i paused to answer and he was like its not like i am going to kisss you and a whole bunch of other crap. and he was saying alot of nice stuff about me and i was like shut up and he was like oh blah blah blah. And then!!! he said i think its gross you went out with a 30 year old and i was like i didnt and he was like you are something i forgot, And was telling how gross that was and he wouldnt stop. So i was like oh someone is on the other line and he was like is that your bf omg blah blah blah and i was like did you even ask if i had a b/f and he was like no and i said then dont open your mouth if you dont have the facts. and he stood quiet and then i wa slike i will call you back later and then i never did AGAINN!!!!!!

I am a little confused and scared. My mom was thinking of leaving my dad and going somewhere else. My problem is that i dont know who to choose. My dad? or my mom?
Its hard i cant choose i mean i want to literally cry but really there is nothing i can do, all i hear is like massive yelling in the house that i cant even think. I am really scared. If my parents seperate where do i go. If i have to choose i wouldnt choose either of them.

Kasey sorry i didnt call you or anything i was out all day and i didnt come back until 11 at night. i still love ya.
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