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well i feel like shit. i have not felt this fucking gutted in so long. I tried so hard to be as normal as possible tonight when all i wanted to do was get up and give her a hug and a kiss. I didnt want it to be awkward. I knew it would be but at least i made a fucking effort. I feel like i have just been dismissed, like i dont even matter. Being
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If you're planning on coming tomorrow, and explaining everything, then fair do. There's not exactly going to be a nice time to do it. But you certainly should not take anyone off to explain different things, because there'll be no truth in any of it. Everyone knows that now.
In response to your comment. You did not 'ask' Leigh to not touch you, so don't go trying to cover up yourself. Your language and actions towards some people is disgraceful, and i hope you feel ashamed. How bad do you want people to feel?
How dare you try and cover anything that happened last night due to you having some drinks before you came out. Fair enough, people do things sometimes which they shouldn't do, but you act unfair a lot of the time.
So the reason why i feel you leave me out is because i'm quiet? That's no excuse. It's not hard to think about something other than sex to talk about. Are you honestly saying that you can't talk to me, because i don't enjoy talking about who you slept with recently?
I am not subtle. I'm patient and i accept most things that are given to me. You just don't care about what those who you know you can walk over think.
Ok, so you buy people things and you share tabs? I think i was the only person who didn't get a card this year off you. And you're one of the most selfish people i know.
You can change this yourself. You're human like anyone else, if you think, you'll come up with something. Especially whne you know that we're probably the most accepting people you'll ever find.
I just want to let you know, i'll know exactly if you'll have explained everything or not.
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