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Show last night was pretty good, I've seen BLS play before. So many stupid drunks, many of which pissed me off and doing dumb shit, one hit me in the back of the head really hard, and i threw him to the ground, and then later on these drunks started a fight and i got caught of this huge brawl at the end of the show and having to punch some drunks in the face, fucked my left hand up a bit too. Had an older woman feel my back and ass for the longest time, she said she was getting "situated". I was sure she was going for a wallet, to bad for her, I didnt bring my wallet, and even if i did, she could have the whole 4 dollars to my name. Speaking of money, I've been blowing money if I had a lot to begin with, now that i have a debit card.. shit, I'm actually buying shit online tonight, I gotta calm down with it, im guna be broke soon. I get to have my wisdom teeth pulled, seeing how theyre really fucked up and how theyre havent grown their roots at all its a good time to get them pulled, my mom thinks im scared, my mom was telling the dentist, oh he's afraid of needles, i hate when she has to say pointless things like that, when ive overcame my fear of needles years ago, if i was afraid of needles, why would i give blood or get tattoos or piercings? cause ive had all that done. im not afraid of the "surgery" ahem procedure, but im sure it wont be that fun of an experience, all i know is im guna be sedated and im getting a shit load of pain killers and steroids.. hahaha. Enough about that, theres someone who i think about alittle to much. she confuses me a lot or im just always confused probably me, i want to stop loving her and i wish i could either finally be over her or be with her. either way it's something really hard to do, cause ive been trying both things. life i suppose, im so used to not of the greatest things happening to me. i want more tattoos, but idk what i want. i miss my grandmother, and im very happy with the tattoo i got, even tho it caused me so much trouble, but things are better now. if you read all that and made sense of all of it, i commend you... HAH