Officially Rubbish
I really don't do anything with my evenings any more apart from read random things online. I'm not even doing anything useful, just reading. Reading journals. Reading a journal specifically. I get like that, I start reading something and I just have to carry on reading it and can't bring myself to stop. Jess isn't going pole dancing this week so I'll probably end up not going either as I sometimes find it hard to motivate myself if I'm only relying on myself. I couldn't even motivate myself enough to drive to Tesco tonight so I'm going to have to make something up for breakfast and lunch tomorrow. I am stupid, hopefully it's a temporary phase that I'll get out of soon. Maybe it's because I've just moved house and am getting used to living on my own, and so far out of town as well. At least Simon and Bee came over to visit for an hour so I didn't isolate myself completely from the world. Simon fixed my TV :-D I now have many channels. I gave him beer, he was surprised for some reason, but also grateful. Well he bought me a freeview box and set it all up for me, I can't not give him anything in return. I also spilled an entire pint of milk all over the kitchen floor. That was fun.
Work was crap. We had a team meeting which was all going well, until Delaney decided to bring up her grievences with Tracy. Delaney is leaving work tomorrow to have a baby. She's not having a baby tomorrow, I don't think, she's just leaving tomorrow to have the baby at a later date. I knew trouble was brewing when she was saying her farewells and said "Karen, Shellie and Sharon, I've really enjoyed working with you all and I'm going to miss you." Uh oh, she didn't mention Tracy. Then she did. Basically Tracy is a bully, she puts people down, tells tales on people when they make mistakes to try and get them in trouble, throws out personal insults (for example calling me a "skinny witch" after I lost a lot of weight through stress a couple of months ago, calling Delaney a "fucking moody cow" when she wasn't in the best of moods after she nearly had a miscarriage, and, just a couple of days ago, telling Sharon that she'll "open her legs for any man." because she has children by two different men. And then denying that she said any of this.) But because she's such a bully, she's quite terrifying and no one will stand up to her, me included, so unfortunately she doesn't realise that she's making everyone feel uncomfortable, nay, not just uncomfortable, positively insecure and quite scared of going to work. When Delaney brought up this fact, telling her the way she makes people feel, she acted all innocent like she had no idea and then tried to play the victim, acting like we were all ganging up on her, and saying that it was us that has the problem, not her. Yeah right, four people are imagining all this...
After the meeting was over, Tracy spent an hour in the meeting room with our boss, crying, getting sympathy and no doubt saying all sorts of things about us that we weren't there to come back on. Thankfully our boss is on our side and knows exactly what Tracy is like. But, bringing it up is one thing, trying to sort it out is another, especially when Tracy won't even acknowledge that she is the source of the problem. *sigh* Office politics and all that.
Plans on Saturday, hopefully should all come together if no one is ill this time and there's no more snow, fingers crossed, I'm looking forward to it :-D But no more details for now just in case.
But I need to make sure I get up early enough to go to the bank because 1) I need to pay Steph for my holiday to Wales and 2) I was stupid enough to pay my rent and house deposit with the wrong cheque book and both cheques bounces, resulting in bank charges which I've never had in my life, and is also quite rude towards my landlady who now has to wait even longer for her money. I am officially rubbish.
Work was crap. We had a team meeting which was all going well, until Delaney decided to bring up her grievences with Tracy. Delaney is leaving work tomorrow to have a baby. She's not having a baby tomorrow, I don't think, she's just leaving tomorrow to have the baby at a later date. I knew trouble was brewing when she was saying her farewells and said "Karen, Shellie and Sharon, I've really enjoyed working with you all and I'm going to miss you." Uh oh, she didn't mention Tracy. Then she did. Basically Tracy is a bully, she puts people down, tells tales on people when they make mistakes to try and get them in trouble, throws out personal insults (for example calling me a "skinny witch" after I lost a lot of weight through stress a couple of months ago, calling Delaney a "fucking moody cow" when she wasn't in the best of moods after she nearly had a miscarriage, and, just a couple of days ago, telling Sharon that she'll "open her legs for any man." because she has children by two different men. And then denying that she said any of this.) But because she's such a bully, she's quite terrifying and no one will stand up to her, me included, so unfortunately she doesn't realise that she's making everyone feel uncomfortable, nay, not just uncomfortable, positively insecure and quite scared of going to work. When Delaney brought up this fact, telling her the way she makes people feel, she acted all innocent like she had no idea and then tried to play the victim, acting like we were all ganging up on her, and saying that it was us that has the problem, not her. Yeah right, four people are imagining all this...
After the meeting was over, Tracy spent an hour in the meeting room with our boss, crying, getting sympathy and no doubt saying all sorts of things about us that we weren't there to come back on. Thankfully our boss is on our side and knows exactly what Tracy is like. But, bringing it up is one thing, trying to sort it out is another, especially when Tracy won't even acknowledge that she is the source of the problem. *sigh* Office politics and all that.
Plans on Saturday, hopefully should all come together if no one is ill this time and there's no more snow, fingers crossed, I'm looking forward to it :-D But no more details for now just in case.
But I need to make sure I get up early enough to go to the bank because 1) I need to pay Steph for my holiday to Wales and 2) I was stupid enough to pay my rent and house deposit with the wrong cheque book and both cheques bounces, resulting in bank charges which I've never had in my life, and is also quite rude towards my landlady who now has to wait even longer for her money. I am officially rubbish.