THIS WASN'T THE WAY LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK OUT
i just dunno what to do about it.
im not happy with my job, both current job or future of this career choice
im not happy with my friends
im especially not happy with my family, my past, or my house
im just not happy
i cant believe that i am essentially done having those crazy fun nights of just laughing at everything wildly for no reason, with or without alcohol.
i cant believe that a fun an exciting night HAS to involve drinking, or sports, or bars. and almost never include talking about anything that happened within the last three years, and leaving with a sense of fulfillment.
why does life go from hanging out telling goofy stories and being crazy, to sitting around, pissed off and drunk, barely laughing unless someone breaks something, or someone sucks at karaoke?
i barely drink, which is probably why i rarely have a great time.
that statement is much more sad that it seemed in my head
im not happy with my job, both current job or future of this career choice
im not happy with my friends
im especially not happy with my family, my past, or my house
im just not happy
i cant believe that i am essentially done having those crazy fun nights of just laughing at everything wildly for no reason, with or without alcohol.
i cant believe that a fun an exciting night HAS to involve drinking, or sports, or bars. and almost never include talking about anything that happened within the last three years, and leaving with a sense of fulfillment.
why does life go from hanging out telling goofy stories and being crazy, to sitting around, pissed off and drunk, barely laughing unless someone breaks something, or someone sucks at karaoke?
i barely drink, which is probably why i rarely have a great time.
that statement is much more sad that it seemed in my head