Standoff
Haven't heard from AG since I left his place Sunday evening. Should I be worried?
I meant to text him Monday to say "Happy One Month!" but decided against it, because I feared he'd think it cheesy. I remember texting something similar to R. on various month anniversaries (1 month, six months, etc.) and getting a lukewarm reaction. Totally don't want to go through that again, so I figured it was safer not to say anything. But I figured he'd call or email by Tuesday.
He didn't. And I haven't contacted him, because I'm wondering if maybe he got sick of me after seeing me every other day last week plus both days of the weekend.
Or, he's lost interest and motivation in contacting/seeing me because we've now had sex and it was less than mindblowing.
Not sure. I could just be paranoid. It's only been two full days of no contact -- no biggie, right? But on the other hand, he knows that I'm going to be unavailable this weekend (Friday thru Sunday), attending the annual children's book writers' conference, and that I'm supposed to see a friend tonight. Meaning that if he wanted to see me at all this week, he should've contacted me pretty early on. But he hasn't. So I guess I won't be seeing him. Which is a bummer.
Is he waiting for me to contact him? Or is the bloom off the rose for him and his interest has waned? I feel very uncertain.
Well, if it's all downhill from here, at least it was a very fun month. And I'm definitely over R., much as I miss some of the more superficial things about him.
Would it be pathetic to send a casual email saying hi? Ugh. This is all so dumb. Glad I'm meeting up with the therapist soon.
I meant to text him Monday to say "Happy One Month!" but decided against it, because I feared he'd think it cheesy. I remember texting something similar to R. on various month anniversaries (1 month, six months, etc.) and getting a lukewarm reaction. Totally don't want to go through that again, so I figured it was safer not to say anything. But I figured he'd call or email by Tuesday.
He didn't. And I haven't contacted him, because I'm wondering if maybe he got sick of me after seeing me every other day last week plus both days of the weekend.
Or, he's lost interest and motivation in contacting/seeing me because we've now had sex and it was less than mindblowing.
Not sure. I could just be paranoid. It's only been two full days of no contact -- no biggie, right? But on the other hand, he knows that I'm going to be unavailable this weekend (Friday thru Sunday), attending the annual children's book writers' conference, and that I'm supposed to see a friend tonight. Meaning that if he wanted to see me at all this week, he should've contacted me pretty early on. But he hasn't. So I guess I won't be seeing him. Which is a bummer.
Is he waiting for me to contact him? Or is the bloom off the rose for him and his interest has waned? I feel very uncertain.
Well, if it's all downhill from here, at least it was a very fun month. And I'm definitely over R., much as I miss some of the more superficial things about him.
Would it be pathetic to send a casual email saying hi? Ugh. This is all so dumb. Glad I'm meeting up with the therapist soon.