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dum de dum
I really need to post regularly.
So, had my review almost 5 days ago. Gained 4lbs in 2 weeks. Nicht gut. Despite me now only being 3.6kg away from the weight me and my mum are wanting me to get to, Dr. J is getting inpatient. If, over the next 4 weeks, i don't put on about 1lb per week, then he will admit me to the phoenix centre for the summer to bump my weight back up. A) That will be a SHIT summer, and B) I'll probably have to get to more then 43kg.
So food is temporarily my friend.
Then, when my target weight is reached, excercise will ebcomemy best friend too.
If I can do sport and dance again, and be strong and lean and fit and super-duper active, then I don't mind eating shitloads. I'm not in an ng tube mentality anymore. :)
I'm going to have a nice life.
I really need to post regularly.
So, had my review almost 5 days ago. Gained 4lbs in 2 weeks. Nicht gut. Despite me now only being 3.6kg away from the weight me and my mum are wanting me to get to, Dr. J is getting inpatient. If, over the next 4 weeks, i don't put on about 1lb per week, then he will admit me to the phoenix centre for the summer to bump my weight back up. A) That will be a SHIT summer, and B) I'll probably have to get to more then 43kg.
So food is temporarily my friend.
Then, when my target weight is reached, excercise will ebcomemy best friend too.
If I can do sport and dance again, and be strong and lean and fit and super-duper active, then I don't mind eating shitloads. I'm not in an ng tube mentality anymore. :)
I'm going to have a nice life.