ill call! i sware!
LIFE sucks! im so sick of LIARS! im surrounded by them and i cant get away.. im trying not to let anything get to me... but you know when ppl tell me that someone likes me i cant help but to get happy even tho i always doubt that they do and end up arguing with the person that said the person liked me.. and in the end.. im always right and they never did like me it. well the newest excuse is.. i liked u that night when we were hookin up and then the next day it ended like every other hook up. im so sick of it.. i WANT a boyfriend but i dont want a guy thats like all the other ones.. liars, cheaters, in one word.. boys. anyways.. TODAY! i went to the mall with val and that was pretty cool i guess? i saw like layne and cody and craig.. craig you were supposed to call me i didnt forget.. and some other ppl... and whats with guys always saying theyll call you and they never do?! yea i saw some guy wearing a shirt sayin ill call i sware! bababa bababa bababa bullshit!!! well.. tomorrow im supposed to make christmas cookies with my mom and then some one asked me to hang out with them tomorrow night so well see what happens with that..
im so sick of crying!! when will it stop??