i hate feeling like this
..the tears just keeps pouring down and i dont even know whats wrong.. but you know how when you get upset you just try to think of something good or happy.. or how such and such wouldnt want to see you upset.. but i cant think of anything happy.. and i hate school.. i have like no friends there everyone only acquiantances is such an asshole yea everyones nice to you but you dont know what they say about you when youre not there... and thats what ppl at barron do.. and im sure they do it everywhere else too but.. still everything just.. nothings happy.. and im not happy.. i dont know whats wrong with me.. ive had an away message on saying i was upset for like 20 mins now and not one person has imed me to ask what was wrong.. and these ppl say they are my friends..
and its so hard to look at the brightside in the dark