This is mostly a mental note...

[mufasa209]

So I am stuck in a pickle, don't know what to do. I have been crazy for so firkin long, that when you finally get some clarity you just don't know what to do with it. Yeah having that thought. For the hell of it I called a few old friends that I have not talked to, a few hours ago, and well as I was explaining my reasons to go to CA, I remember the really reason I left. I forgot what was the ultimate reason I went to CA, to clear my head and get my life back in straight-ish. For some reason, during my having fun with my new friends and hang out with them, I just forgot. Anyway, I know this may seem normalish or even crazy or whatever. Anyway, I need to figure out the next few years or else it could be a repeats.... ugh... hate having to make the reallllly tough life altering type kidna decisions... LOL yeah yeah... I know its life

J-

P.S. word up to my home-girl up in Minnesota, What’s up Girl!! Hope you have fun in Japan, bring me back something shiny! :)