Everyday is like Sunday.
Warning: This is the longest LiveJournal entry ever, conveniently split up into segments so you may read at your leisure. Haha, like people read this thing. Never in my short-lived LJ career have I felt quite so unpopular. But it's alright. It has to be
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you are not.
i'm pretty sure she just thought i was an ugly gork, but i wonder if churchgirl felt that way... that she was 'false advertisement' or something. i did my darndest in the note to make no presumptions about her or her lifestyle. at the same time, i didn't really reveal much about myself either. (Though i had desperately hoped she'd read between the lines and see something there.
Religion is an interesting beast. I people-watch a lot at church. You ever wonder exactly why some people go? Are they old and trying to secure themselves a place in heaven? Is it guilt? Do they want something? Are they just there to worship? To find a churchgirl? I'm not even sure of my own intentions. :/ But church... the building, the sights, the sounds... allows me to wonder about this stuff. And that's probably an important thing.
I wrote to churchgirl because i felt empty. and because i thought maybe she was a kindred spirit. i guess she wasn't. i didn't know anything about her... certainly not 101 things. (and yes, I knew about those before I said you were quite likable.)
and i'm rambling and we should talk sometime cuz it would be nice to get to know you better.
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