conflicted.
i wish that for once i only thought of myself. almost daily i make decisions based on empathy. i do or don't do things to keep people from being hurt. sometimes, this causes me to hurt. should i keep hurting? should i give up, and let someone else hurt a little for once? will anyone ever get over anything?
i'm falling in love with the idea of falling in love with someone whom i can never fathom being with anyway because there are others who may be hurt if anyone became socially aware of my feelings. i don't know how to express my emotions because of this at times. i can't upset people. it's something i've never figured out how to do...
i'm falling in love with the idea of falling in love with someone whom i can never fathom being with anyway because there are others who may be hurt if anyone became socially aware of my feelings. i don't know how to express my emotions because of this at times. i can't upset people. it's something i've never figured out how to do...