i have been here
i hate the fact that i only have 35 days of summer left to be spent in cyprus. i am gonna be back in btr on 13 aug. and i still cant decide if i wanna go back or not as if i am given the choice.
i havent spent enough time with my frineds, i barely saw most of them once or twice,
i still dont feel like a good driver (thinking that i forgot to turn on the car lights last night and a cute, fat policeman on a motor bike had to stop me to ask about it)
i havent even started to study for gre. why did i carry all those books and flashcards with me in a dead heavy suitcase???
the only reason that makes me wanna leave is that my parents keep arguing all the time and everybody, including themselves, has started to think that the best way out for them is to get divorced. although i hate being in the middle of a fight every weekend (my father works hard during the week, therefore, they dont have time or cant create enough reasons to start a fight), i dont see them surviving this life any better if they were single. we havent even had a single kebap session yet.
and the question of the day becomes: where do i belong?
i havent spent enough time with my frineds, i barely saw most of them once or twice,
i still dont feel like a good driver (thinking that i forgot to turn on the car lights last night and a cute, fat policeman on a motor bike had to stop me to ask about it)
i havent even started to study for gre. why did i carry all those books and flashcards with me in a dead heavy suitcase???
the only reason that makes me wanna leave is that my parents keep arguing all the time and everybody, including themselves, has started to think that the best way out for them is to get divorced. although i hate being in the middle of a fight every weekend (my father works hard during the week, therefore, they dont have time or cant create enough reasons to start a fight), i dont see them surviving this life any better if they were single. we havent even had a single kebap session yet.
and the question of the day becomes: where do i belong?