i can't relate to people who like to drown in bath tubs

Oct 02, 2005 00:56

I'm sitting there thinking: "This guy has got to be kidding me. He smells like B.O. and pee-pee mixed all in one. And he's the one telling ME I have it all wrong?"

I don't think so. He still tells me I have it all wrong. Whatever.

So then I wait around and realize that somethings aren't really worth waiting for.

But dreams......they are worth waiting for. But I find myself doubting myself in so many ways. I mean, who's to say that I will really accomplish anything in life? Who's to say that I won't just settle for the oridnary things in life?

I can't. I will not. As beautiful as everything sounds, my heart is beating for a different cause. And I can't give up. I won't. I will not give up.

I wonder why everything was created like this. Why I was created for this cause. Why couldn't I just be regular. Think regular. Be regular. Live regular.

Then I think about it more.......and realize I'm quite content with who I am.

Selfless.

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