If feelings and words were meant to convey something, this would be it

[mudifier]

I haven't really written much about anything in regards to my past relationship, but things are getting bothersome and I feel as if I need a mouth, or a keyboard, to let out some internal feelings about distress and difficulty in coping.

So, to get things out of the way first, I'll give you a reminder that he and I are still stable friends who

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[sam_the_third]

sounds like you're having a bit of a hard time with all this. i'm sorry to hear that it's not going perfectly between you two but i suppose there has to be that time after the relationship where you both figure out where to stand and still be friends without hurting each other. i really hope it all works out, sounds like you really want him to be there as a friend.

[mudifier]

I do want him to be there as a friend, but it's a bit more complicated than that. Friendship doesn't come easy when two people were once involved. There's some lingering feelings that don't do both of us justice.

I really really hate this right now. I feel like crying, and I just need something more in my life. I feel so restricted to what's happening.