Jun 21, 2007 11:19
Title: I Can Get Used to Second Best
Fandom: Takki&Tsubasa, MatsuJun/Tsubasa, MatsuJun/???
Genre: Romance, angst?
Rating: PG-13 ish?
Summary: What’s bugging MatsuJun?
Warnings: Um... boring? `xD And… I make up weird nicknames for these boys… I don’t know why… to be different? `xD
Author Notes: I love Matsumoto Jun. I don’t know why… but he makes me think of big brothers… LOL. Like in my head… he is always, “nee-sama” or however you spell it… `=]
Matsumoto Jun sighed. He couldn’t sleep. Despite being dead tired, his mind was running a mile a minute. Jun looked over to the sleeping figure beside him.
Was it supposed to turn out like this? He thought. This isn’t even morally right. I’m definitely going to Hell for this.
Suddenly there was a loud ding dong.
I need to change that doorbell. Jun shook his head as he allowed for three from dings and two more dongs to resound. The male body beside him stirred.
“Shhhh,” MatsuJun soothed. “I’ll go check who it is.” He groaned. His body was aching. The other boy didn’t mind Jun’s perviness the night before.
The new positions and new moves were fun, but they make you sore in the morning. Jun laughed as he slowly made his way through his apartment towards the front door.
He looked through the peek hole to receive one of the biggest shocks of his life. The very reason for his angst was right outside the door. Tsubasa.
Jun took a deep breath and opened his door. There he was. A very teary and distraught looking Tsubasa.
“Jun!” The ever so dainty and perfect Tsubasa was there… on Jun’s doorstep crying his eyes out. “Takki… he… he broke up with me!” He cried.
“Ah, Baba-chan. Why would you come to me? I’m the one you broke up with to go to Takki,” Jun tried his best to sound firm. He wouldn’t let his heart get broken all over again. He had had enough. He waited 6 long months for Tsubasa to realize his true feelings and break up with Takki for him. Jun was just getting over the fact that Tsubasa chose Takki.
“He found out, Jun. I have no idea how he found out!” Tsubasa flailed (and not in the good way).
“What!? Who told him?!” Jun was shocked. He didn’t know how he would be able to look Takki in the eye now.
Tsubasa shook his head. “I have no idea. But… right now… I need some comforting.” He looked at Jun expectantly.
Jun stood tall. “Tsubasa, we’re over.”
“But…”
“No! You had your chance. You made your decision. You left me and went to him. He found out and he left you,” Jun ranted in one breath. “It isn’t fair for you to just come here and use me. I cared so much about you. You hurt me. You hurt Takki. Now you’re the one in pain.”
“Jun…”
“Please,” Jun’s voice cracked. “Leave.”
Tsubasa gulped. This was the first time Jun ever rejected him. He slowly brought his hand to cup Jun’s cheek. “Jun…”
MatsuJun closed his eyes. No, this can’t happen anymore. He slapped Tsubasa’s hand away. “Leave.”
Understanding dawned in Tsubasa’s eyes. Jun was serious. Tsubasa was truly alone now. He turned around and slowly walked away.
Jun closed his eyes again and rested his forehead on his doorframe. He felt arms wrap around his chest and waist.
“Who was that?” was the question from Jun’s newfound lover.
“You know who it was.”
“Yeah.”
“You knew all along, then?”
“Hai.”
Jun turned around to face Takki. “Then how can you even sleep with me? I’m only second best.”
Takki looked back at him thoughtfully. “Second best, huh? Well, I can get used to second best.”
With that… Takki took Jun by the hand and they both walked back to the bedroom.
Hmmm... I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote this... `=D
matsujun,
takki&tsubasa,
fanfiction