Newness and vulnerability
So, yeah. There's drama, but I'm not thinking nor writing about that, presently.
Something new. I officially turned in my two-weeks notice to my employer of the last 2 years, 9.5 months, P.F. Chang's China Bistro. Fuck those people. Fuck that place. I'm done. I am now, an official member of the staff of Dickie Brennan's Steakhouse. LOL! Yes, Jamie AKA "I haven't eaten red meat or pork in nearly 8 years Jamie", will be working at a fine dining steakhouse.... It should be interesting. Not like I haven't done it before... The trick is making it believable. "Oh yes. The fillet is excellent! The best in the city!"...LOL. Anyhow, I already know people, including a manager, who actually asked for me to work there, which is why I AM there, now. A very good old friend --at least he used to be-- works there, and an old co-worker of ours is just starting there as well. Everyone seems super-friendly and cool. I already had some guy come up and introduce himself, today... Seems like I could dig it. Back to being a grunt... I've actually missed it, at times. As long as the money is good enough, I'm all for this.
But, it does put me in an uncomfortable position. I have bills. And no one else to rely on to pay them. If this doesn't work out as well as it should, I could be in trouble. It should be cool, and all, but, I have to worry a little. It is very vulnerable.
I'm feeling generally very vulnerable right now. A very odd feeling for me. It's usually the one thing that I'm not. Between that and crap with Steven...Yeah, not a comfortable feeling...And the situation with money and schedule before my trip...
Ah yes, but then there's that....As long as the morning we're supposed to leave, Steven doesn't throw a fit, we go at it, and he decides not to go...Burning Man. Or rather, Burning Flipside, Texas' regional burn, outside of Austin. My third year in a row. Very excited. And get to go with Ash again, and see Steven there...I just want to see him in that setting. I think it would be beautiful. 8 days till we leave! I'm so very happy. Can't wait...
Ah well. I'm done. Back to looking at cute girls...
Something new. I officially turned in my two-weeks notice to my employer of the last 2 years, 9.5 months, P.F. Chang's China Bistro. Fuck those people. Fuck that place. I'm done. I am now, an official member of the staff of Dickie Brennan's Steakhouse. LOL! Yes, Jamie AKA "I haven't eaten red meat or pork in nearly 8 years Jamie", will be working at a fine dining steakhouse.... It should be interesting. Not like I haven't done it before... The trick is making it believable. "Oh yes. The fillet is excellent! The best in the city!"...LOL. Anyhow, I already know people, including a manager, who actually asked for me to work there, which is why I AM there, now. A very good old friend --at least he used to be-- works there, and an old co-worker of ours is just starting there as well. Everyone seems super-friendly and cool. I already had some guy come up and introduce himself, today... Seems like I could dig it. Back to being a grunt... I've actually missed it, at times. As long as the money is good enough, I'm all for this.
But, it does put me in an uncomfortable position. I have bills. And no one else to rely on to pay them. If this doesn't work out as well as it should, I could be in trouble. It should be cool, and all, but, I have to worry a little. It is very vulnerable.
I'm feeling generally very vulnerable right now. A very odd feeling for me. It's usually the one thing that I'm not. Between that and crap with Steven...Yeah, not a comfortable feeling...And the situation with money and schedule before my trip...
Ah yes, but then there's that....As long as the morning we're supposed to leave, Steven doesn't throw a fit, we go at it, and he decides not to go...Burning Man. Or rather, Burning Flipside, Texas' regional burn, outside of Austin. My third year in a row. Very excited. And get to go with Ash again, and see Steven there...I just want to see him in that setting. I think it would be beautiful. 8 days till we leave! I'm so very happy. Can't wait...
Ah well. I'm done. Back to looking at cute girls...