Having the "Hey, I am hott but not cocky and i am very smart but very artistic" look
Yeah, that's right. I was told I have the "'hey, i am hott but not cocky and i am very smart but very artistic' look." In addition: "you seem nice, and u are gorgeous." Man, it's so nice to get compliments like this when I never got them in middle school or high school. Where have these extremely kind individuals been all my life??? I typically don't see it...me as hot, that is. I mean, come on, the glasses and gruff face isn't at all appealing...at least to me; I love the clean-shaven and contacts look, but it doesn't happen all that often, especially these days with class at 7:30 and 8:30 in the mornings. That's why I love doing things like clubbing and giving concerts or whatnot...I'm given a reason to make myself "look good." I wish I could be inspired by a relationship to do it everyday, but hey, maybe one of these days...ahhh, the wait is unbearable.
Today was a pretty good day actually. The weather was in the 60's, so it's actually getting to a point where I don't have to have all the bulk on anymore...alleluia! On top of great weather, two of my classes were canceled, so I got to sleep in - much needed rest, I assure you! Classes were OK...we got into 3D stuff with Calculus...WOW; I can't wait to delve into this stuff!!!
After class, I came back to an inbox full of Kenny W. e-mails (whenever he sends stuff out, I get about 6-7 copies because I'm on so many lists...I love it!). He had the February reflection about the "Passion" movie coming out next week. I can't wait to go see it. I am somewhat horrified about the crucifixion scene because I've imagined that in my mind a million times and the thought of that pain makes me shutter and tear up...to actually see it is going to have me balling in pain and agony (be sure to be my restraints Kellen and Kate!). I'm very ready to see this movie, especially at the beginning of the LENTen season...it'll be a great start, and I think it's something I really need right now, considering the hell I've been going through the past 2 months.
Another Kenny e-mail was about GOSPEL ROADS! YES!!! It's time to start signing up for it!!! YEA!!! I'm so excited about the upcoming registration process, selection, and actual event!!! So much fun is in store!
Well, after I excitedly updated my profile to include the registration forms and whatnot, I went to my Men's Chorus concert and sang falsetto for 22 minutes straight (practically...very tough); it turned out pretty well...just hate that I've had a very thick-mucus lining of the throat the past couple weeks, making singing so much harder. But all in all, it did go very well. After the concert, I went to dinner with a great group of friends who gave me one of the best abdominal workouts I've had in a long time - I was laughing SOOO much; it was crazy. I really needed that!!!
I also met a friend through LJ (the person who gave me my beginning quotes), and it's amazing how this can help people connect and discuss life and get a better feeling about self and what direction life is taking us. I really need to figure out how I'm going to meet everyone I ever chat with...wonder if I should add that one to the list of life goals, among the million others I have...lol.
In any case, with the past two months being hell, there are a lot of people out there trying to help me out, and I really appreciate it. The calls from Hauppauge and Orlando as well as the internet convos with new people and interaction with friends here at LSU and being able to at least talk with my best friend again are all starting to come together to shape a good outlook on where things are going! I can't wait to start a new day tomorrow, which is the first time I can say that since JLR.
Anyway...until later; this is PJ, signing off...
Today was a pretty good day actually. The weather was in the 60's, so it's actually getting to a point where I don't have to have all the bulk on anymore...alleluia! On top of great weather, two of my classes were canceled, so I got to sleep in - much needed rest, I assure you! Classes were OK...we got into 3D stuff with Calculus...WOW; I can't wait to delve into this stuff!!!
After class, I came back to an inbox full of Kenny W. e-mails (whenever he sends stuff out, I get about 6-7 copies because I'm on so many lists...I love it!). He had the February reflection about the "Passion" movie coming out next week. I can't wait to go see it. I am somewhat horrified about the crucifixion scene because I've imagined that in my mind a million times and the thought of that pain makes me shutter and tear up...to actually see it is going to have me balling in pain and agony (be sure to be my restraints Kellen and Kate!). I'm very ready to see this movie, especially at the beginning of the LENTen season...it'll be a great start, and I think it's something I really need right now, considering the hell I've been going through the past 2 months.
Another Kenny e-mail was about GOSPEL ROADS! YES!!! It's time to start signing up for it!!! YEA!!! I'm so excited about the upcoming registration process, selection, and actual event!!! So much fun is in store!
Well, after I excitedly updated my profile to include the registration forms and whatnot, I went to my Men's Chorus concert and sang falsetto for 22 minutes straight (practically...very tough); it turned out pretty well...just hate that I've had a very thick-mucus lining of the throat the past couple weeks, making singing so much harder. But all in all, it did go very well. After the concert, I went to dinner with a great group of friends who gave me one of the best abdominal workouts I've had in a long time - I was laughing SOOO much; it was crazy. I really needed that!!!
I also met a friend through LJ (the person who gave me my beginning quotes), and it's amazing how this can help people connect and discuss life and get a better feeling about self and what direction life is taking us. I really need to figure out how I'm going to meet everyone I ever chat with...wonder if I should add that one to the list of life goals, among the million others I have...lol.
In any case, with the past two months being hell, there are a lot of people out there trying to help me out, and I really appreciate it. The calls from Hauppauge and Orlando as well as the internet convos with new people and interaction with friends here at LSU and being able to at least talk with my best friend again are all starting to come together to shape a good outlook on where things are going! I can't wait to start a new day tomorrow, which is the first time I can say that since JLR.
Anyway...until later; this is PJ, signing off...