Full Throttle
Life is hitting me full force. What the hell, it was so easier when I lived in ignorance playing video games and being a dumbass with my friends. Then I fell in love and lost it, while dealing with everything else....I still don't know if I will be in this house 30 days from now.
I believe the only thing about growing up is adding more scars to yourself, both emotional and physical.
I am praying I can make it through this, and I hope someday Cait and I could have a chance to be together again....I don't know anymore, though. I think she has an easier time moving on, which is good, though. However, I can't that well. I can pretend, though.
Moving on from this crazy fucked up love life of mine. Last night was fun. But no one cares. Tonight was fun, but still no one cares. I am happy to say, though, I am enjoying vacation (to the fullest I can in this situation).
Someday she's going to end up hating me.
I believe the only thing about growing up is adding more scars to yourself, both emotional and physical.
I am praying I can make it through this, and I hope someday Cait and I could have a chance to be together again....I don't know anymore, though. I think she has an easier time moving on, which is good, though. However, I can't that well. I can pretend, though.
Moving on from this crazy fucked up love life of mine. Last night was fun. But no one cares. Tonight was fun, but still no one cares. I am happy to say, though, I am enjoying vacation (to the fullest I can in this situation).
Someday she's going to end up hating me.