Don't Have Much Room To Live
Does anyone ever look back to when they are a little kid with all these hopes and dreams, aspiring to make something of yourself, and say "Wow, this isn't how life was supposed to be?"
Well, my life, school, job, friends, love, etc... just everything as a whole. It is not as I ever imagined it. I heard songs before with the lyrics of 'die young and save yourself'. Sometimes I feel that is true since every day goes by, you lose more of yourself to the world.
Today, was another open house for my "home". I don't know whats going on still, since I'll never know if tomorrow, where I will be living. Its funny, though, everything feels like that now, like no one can give me an answer, even the ones I thought could have easily. I swear I am just around in case I am needed.
To be honest, sometimes I have serious thoughts of disappearing.
Well, my life, school, job, friends, love, etc... just everything as a whole. It is not as I ever imagined it. I heard songs before with the lyrics of 'die young and save yourself'. Sometimes I feel that is true since every day goes by, you lose more of yourself to the world.
Today, was another open house for my "home". I don't know whats going on still, since I'll never know if tomorrow, where I will be living. Its funny, though, everything feels like that now, like no one can give me an answer, even the ones I thought could have easily. I swear I am just around in case I am needed.
To be honest, sometimes I have serious thoughts of disappearing.